Cycle 11, day 6:
Today, I have confronted a major fear. I had to listen again the audio of my trial with the city so that I can reply back to their latest formal notice.
It did stir a lot of bad memories. It might have affected my mood today. But I have done it. It feels good to have overcome my fear. It was interesting to listen again after all because by knowing the final outcome, I have finally been able to see through the game that they have played on me. Some details that did escape from my attention.
On top of it, I felt that to request what I did in my letter was taking a lot of boldness and I should have been fearful about it.
but I haven't. I did it all, knowing that I was right. I'm not sure where this will lead me but I took position. There is big difference between having an intention, knowing what we should do and actually do it.
It is done. It was a big day. It wasn't easy but I went through. Now lets say what happens next.
Cycle 12 starts on Friday night.
Today, I have confronted a major fear. I had to listen again the audio of my trial with the city so that I can reply back to their latest formal notice.
It did stir a lot of bad memories. It might have affected my mood today. But I have done it. It feels good to have overcome my fear. It was interesting to listen again after all because by knowing the final outcome, I have finally been able to see through the game that they have played on me. Some details that did escape from my attention.
On top of it, I felt that to request what I did in my letter was taking a lot of boldness and I should have been fearful about it.
but I haven't. I did it all, knowing that I was right. I'm not sure where this will lead me but I took position. There is big difference between having an intention, knowing what we should do and actually do it.
It is done. It was a big day. It wasn't easy but I went through. Now lets say what happens next.
Cycle 12 starts on Friday night.
