Cycle 1, day 5 Update:
The other dream or part of it that I didn't write about this morning was that I was travelling in streets and there was a lot of construction all over the place. You needed to walk around machinery and go through big holes in the street to cross the streets.
I didn't mention anything about it in previous post because back this morning, I couldn't figure out any logical meaning from it. I think that I might have find a possible interpretation. When I do software development, it is like virtual construction. It could have been a reference to that activity of mine.
I may have procrastinated a little bit this morning in my refactoring task. I think that the reason why is that up to until now, I could put in place new code to support the new architecture without breaking the existing code. Now, this morning I was ready break the existing code to put in place the new structure. There is always a way to revert any bad change but somehow there was a fear (irrational?) to move forward past this symbolic point.
Beside that, I went to the gym at the end if the afternoon. I still felt this amazing social freedom. The hot black girl on which I have a secret crush on was there. I think she like me too a lot... She managed to find her way in the spot right beside me during the first part of the workout. We did chat a bit... Started learn more from each other more than ever. We did nothing wrong, but i could see the bf looking in our direction as we were talking. I feel that he feels it too that his gf and I like each other.
Prior OF, this kind of situation would probably have made me a bit uncomfortable. It was amazing to realize that I wasn't feeling anything negative as we weren't doing anything bad. I'm sure she is not a social butterfly because she isn't talking to any other dudes beside me. If I were to guess, I would say that she might be testing the water to jump on the next branch...
Anyway, BF at the end of the class attempted a bad denigrating joke in an attempt to lower my status in the eyes of his gf.
1. I didn't feel anything.
2. The joke did return back on him as his gf and I were smirking at her bf because he says a lot of stupid things.
That must be DRS in action...
I really start to enjoy a lot what DRS is doing...
The other dream or part of it that I didn't write about this morning was that I was travelling in streets and there was a lot of construction all over the place. You needed to walk around machinery and go through big holes in the street to cross the streets.
I didn't mention anything about it in previous post because back this morning, I couldn't figure out any logical meaning from it. I think that I might have find a possible interpretation. When I do software development, it is like virtual construction. It could have been a reference to that activity of mine.
I may have procrastinated a little bit this morning in my refactoring task. I think that the reason why is that up to until now, I could put in place new code to support the new architecture without breaking the existing code. Now, this morning I was ready break the existing code to put in place the new structure. There is always a way to revert any bad change but somehow there was a fear (irrational?) to move forward past this symbolic point.
Beside that, I went to the gym at the end if the afternoon. I still felt this amazing social freedom. The hot black girl on which I have a secret crush on was there. I think she like me too a lot... She managed to find her way in the spot right beside me during the first part of the workout. We did chat a bit... Started learn more from each other more than ever. We did nothing wrong, but i could see the bf looking in our direction as we were talking. I feel that he feels it too that his gf and I like each other.
Prior OF, this kind of situation would probably have made me a bit uncomfortable. It was amazing to realize that I wasn't feeling anything negative as we weren't doing anything bad. I'm sure she is not a social butterfly because she isn't talking to any other dudes beside me. If I were to guess, I would say that she might be testing the water to jump on the next branch...
Anyway, BF at the end of the class attempted a bad denigrating joke in an attempt to lower my status in the eyes of his gf.
1. I didn't feel anything.
2. The joke did return back on him as his gf and I were smirking at her bf because he says a lot of stupid things.
That must be DRS in action...
I really start to enjoy a lot what DRS is doing...
