ichigo's X4A-1600 Journal

[ichigo]

About Me

33 year old male. Virgin until 25. LTR 3 years, frequent sex. 28-33 handful of sexual experiences from dating apps.
Problems with erectile dysfunction, physical issue, diagnosed with venous leak
Objectively about 8/10, good looking, athletic, 6ft
No problem with getting attraction but fears around sex due to ED 

Currently living alone, working remotely. Not much opportunity to meet women currently. I often work from coffee shops and so can observe some effects then. Also spend some time on "cam" sites with women and think can observe some effects there sometimes. Planning to start dating apps again soon. Not looking for anything long term, just sex.

Previous Related Subs

DMSI: Put me into super star celebrity level attractiveness but energy drain made ED worse. Had women seducing me but would self-sabotage of suffer from ED during sex
X4A-1000: Best results at 8 loops - helped with ED due to heightened sexual arousal - but more needy / lusty than when using DMSI which made interactions more awkward
X4A-1511: Similar to above but found it easier to socialise 

X4A-1600

Usage pattern: 3 loops per day

Day 5

Results up to now:

-Strong headache first few days when doing volume 9/16 with iPhone. Should have listened to instructions. Reduced to 5/16 and headache gone
-Horniness way up as long as eating enough
-Sensitivity of genitals higher than previous versions
-Body smell stronger, particularly genitals 
-More attraction than with previous versions, feels like a combo of SARM/DMSI than the previous X4As
-Less blatant "sniping" so far than previous versions, but still some subtle results

[Shannon]

Thank you for journaling. There was no X4A-1500, it was 1000, 1511 and 1600. 1000 was the original V1 of the script in 5.9G. 1511 is v1 in 5.11G. 1600 is v1 in 6G.

Have you tried running any subs to heal or correct the venous leak that seems to be causing your ED?

[ichigo]

Thank you for journaling.  There was no X4A-1500, it was 1000, 1511 and 1600.  1000 was the original V1 of the script in 5.9G.  1511 is v1 in 5.11G.  1600 is v1 in 6G.

Have you tried running any subs to heal or correct the venous leak that seems to be causing your ED?

Oh yes, I've edited that!

I ran OED 5G a long time back for around 1 month, I didn't see much result. I actually have the newer OED purchased but after having been diagnosed with venous leak, I don't think it will help, and I don't want to spend months running it for no result. I've tried everything under the sun to work on the issue for many years, it's just a physical thing that can't be fixed without a penile implant but that comes with its own complications. I don't think anything mental will be able to help, as the mind wouldn't be capable of fixing the issue. I know that likely sounds like excuses / resistance / whatever, but doctors have told me it's just the physical reality of the situation. 

I've decided to just accept it is what it is. The more I focus on it the more I get in my head about it. I take 5mcg Cialis daily which helps, and then if I get to sex it's just a case of being upfront and letting them know. I can do everything else, and I can get hard enough for penetration most of the time, but it's around 60-70% hardness and that reduces quickly during penetrative sex.

The only reason I bring it up is obviously it's going to impact on my results with this program, and how I respond to any results I get.

[Shannon]

Thank you for journaling.  There was no X4A-1500, it was 1000, 1511 and 1600.  1000 was the original V1 of the script in 5.9G.  1511 is v1 in 5.11G.  1600 is v1 in 6G.

Have you tried running any subs to heal or correct the venous leak that seems to be causing your ED?

Oh yes, I've edited that!

I ran OED 5G a long time back for around 1 month, I didn't see much result. I actually have the newer OED purchased but after having been diagnosed with venous leak, I don't think it will help, and I don't want to spend months running it for no result. I've tried everything under the sun to work on the issue for many years, it's just a physical thing that can't be fixed without a penile implant but that comes with its own complications. I don't think anything mental will be able to help, as the mind wouldn't be capable of fixing the issue. I know that likely sounds like excuses / resistance / whatever, but doctors have told me it's just the physical reality of the situation. 

I've decided to just accept it is what it is. The more I focus on it the more I get in my head about it. I take 5mcg Cialis daily which helps, and then if I get to sex it's just a case of being upfront and letting them know. I can do everything else, and I can get hard enough for penetration most of the time, but it's around 60-70% hardness and that reduces quickly during penetrative sex.

The only reason I bring it up is obviously it's going to impact on my results with this program, and how I respond to any results I get.

Alright, if you've come to that conclusion... the only thing I can think of that might help what you describe is Optimal Physical Healing.