09-02-2010, 07:19 PM
the week started good but today just sucked at work. I think the absolute confidence sub is making me not let people put me down i am pretty much blurting out in full on truth what i feel and don't like especially when people tell me how to live my life. Pretty much called a friend of mine a whiny a** B**** because he was complaining because i did not take him up on his offer to go chill at places(ie get drunk). But i feel better tho not beating around the bush or being passive aggressive.
i bumped my volume on the sub that i listen to it at night. only by 2 levels and now i notice i am remembering my dreams again.
also will the socializing sub help to make me want to learn more about people? i feel like i don't care enough to want to know the back story of people. To many years sitting in a room playing video games alone i suppose. i am going to put my self out there. my goal is to talk to and make a new friend this weekend.
i bumped my volume on the sub that i listen to it at night. only by 2 levels and now i notice i am remembering my dreams again.
also will the socializing sub help to make me want to learn more about people? i feel like i don't care enough to want to know the back story of people. To many years sitting in a room playing video games alone i suppose. i am going to put my self out there. my goal is to talk to and make a new friend this weekend.
