Woceyes journal

[woceyes]

yeah true, i would have felt bad and if i had not done alpha i would have been probably depressed and thought i acted stupid. The few times i did tell girls i liked them well they all backfired except for the one before this but that i did over the internet which is just as weak as fumbling and being completely scared.

So you can see why i was nervous. i don't think it had anything to do with whether or not i had a good outcome vs a bad one. but more of a muscle memory thing. in my mind i knew it would be alright but my body didn't think so.

I never thought you assumed, i actually thought my writing came off as sound like i did fumble which it probably did i suck at writing lol.