05-29-2010, 06:50 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-29-2010, 06:51 AM by WildFlower.)
Day 11 of stage 5 and things are really starting to come together. Worth mentioning that I must be about 2 months into Aura of Sexiness now too, getting about 3-4 hours exposure of that per day.
I got similar reactions yesterday to when I went out last weekend, so I'm pretty sure it is the sub's now causing these surreal, movie like effects. Basically, girls are very, very receptive to me whilst also placing me high upon a pedestal, and guys look to me to lead without any resistance as they also see me as highly likeable as well as dominant.
I was out with two friends and I was easily the alpha amongst them. They looked to me to lead and call the shots - where we where going, etc.
A girl approached us and wanted to sell us a photo key ring for £3 - I jokingly bartered and bartered with her to reduce the price, and we got into a lot of banter. I eventually bought managed her to sell it to me at half price. The poor girl gets paid commission to walk around and sell these things and she clearly was just going through the motions not wanting to be where she was. This was clear when my friends attempted to talk to her and she was passively ignorant and unresponsive with them. When talking prior to talking to my friends though she was very bubbly, jokey and chatty. Noticed quite a few IOI's. The two notable things about this situation is that, firstly, I'm much more relaxed and able to banter and joke with complete strangers, and secondly, they are very, very responsive to me. This exact situation actually happened again twice during the night - these damn photo, keyring sales people are taking over the UK. I didn't buy any more key rings but enjoyed bantering with the girls trying to sell them. All three of them seemed to be snapped out of a dream like trance when I started talking to them.
My ability to approach is still effortless. A middle aged women was out on her own dancing and I noticed several snotty girls sort of sniggering and looking down upon her, so I approached the older women and started dancing with her. This really annoyed the younger, stuck up girls which was exactly my intention.
Later on, several different girls aggressively tried it on with me by dancing with me provocatively and treating me like a piece of meat, like feeling ym bum, etc. This has been happening a lot recently because of the alpha set, but more notably is that I'm completely disinterested in these types of girl, despite them being good looking. Like I've said previously, my standards have sky rocketed and I now have a very particular personality type I require.
When outside two girls sat down on a wall next to me and my friends, one of the girls kept pointing to me and saying, "he's good looking, you should introduce yourself", her friend was very embarrassed by this and repeatability told her friend to stop embarrassing her. Which she didn't do, and the conversation repeated itself again and again for the next 5 minutes.
I could go on and bore you all with the individual things that keep happening, but I'll just summarise them all as; guys love me and want to follow me and the girls are attracted to me very, very quickly and respond more positively to me than they ever have before. My life is becoming effortless, in a lot of different areas.
I'm more confident at work also, although there is still a gulf between my social dominance and my work place confidence. I think if the men I work with saw me outside of work they would be very surprised at the difference in my confidence levels. I think I have some negative thinking that these guys are paying my wages and I therefore must be perfect and unfault-able. To an extent I have to suppress my personality a little at work, and replace it with a more professional image.
I got similar reactions yesterday to when I went out last weekend, so I'm pretty sure it is the sub's now causing these surreal, movie like effects. Basically, girls are very, very receptive to me whilst also placing me high upon a pedestal, and guys look to me to lead without any resistance as they also see me as highly likeable as well as dominant.
I was out with two friends and I was easily the alpha amongst them. They looked to me to lead and call the shots - where we where going, etc.
A girl approached us and wanted to sell us a photo key ring for £3 - I jokingly bartered and bartered with her to reduce the price, and we got into a lot of banter. I eventually bought managed her to sell it to me at half price. The poor girl gets paid commission to walk around and sell these things and she clearly was just going through the motions not wanting to be where she was. This was clear when my friends attempted to talk to her and she was passively ignorant and unresponsive with them. When talking prior to talking to my friends though she was very bubbly, jokey and chatty. Noticed quite a few IOI's. The two notable things about this situation is that, firstly, I'm much more relaxed and able to banter and joke with complete strangers, and secondly, they are very, very responsive to me. This exact situation actually happened again twice during the night - these damn photo, keyring sales people are taking over the UK. I didn't buy any more key rings but enjoyed bantering with the girls trying to sell them. All three of them seemed to be snapped out of a dream like trance when I started talking to them.
My ability to approach is still effortless. A middle aged women was out on her own dancing and I noticed several snotty girls sort of sniggering and looking down upon her, so I approached the older women and started dancing with her. This really annoyed the younger, stuck up girls which was exactly my intention.
Later on, several different girls aggressively tried it on with me by dancing with me provocatively and treating me like a piece of meat, like feeling ym bum, etc. This has been happening a lot recently because of the alpha set, but more notably is that I'm completely disinterested in these types of girl, despite them being good looking. Like I've said previously, my standards have sky rocketed and I now have a very particular personality type I require.
When outside two girls sat down on a wall next to me and my friends, one of the girls kept pointing to me and saying, "he's good looking, you should introduce yourself", her friend was very embarrassed by this and repeatability told her friend to stop embarrassing her. Which she didn't do, and the conversation repeated itself again and again for the next 5 minutes.
I could go on and bore you all with the individual things that keep happening, but I'll just summarise them all as; guys love me and want to follow me and the girls are attracted to me very, very quickly and respond more positively to me than they ever have before. My life is becoming effortless, in a lot of different areas.
I'm more confident at work also, although there is still a gulf between my social dominance and my work place confidence. I think if the men I work with saw me outside of work they would be very surprised at the difference in my confidence levels. I think I have some negative thinking that these guys are paying my wages and I therefore must be perfect and unfault-able. To an extent I have to suppress my personality a little at work, and replace it with a more professional image.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
