What should I do?

[Zane]

So, I've completed a 6-month journey on DMSI. I initially thought of giving it three months to see how it goes. I would say, it has worked mostly on internal emotional garbage. I have turned into a home zombie from an extrovert. I have not been able to hold a long conversation with anybody in a long time. I'm not sure if I'll ever get sex if I continue using DMSI. I understand that it's stll in the development process. Shannon himself stated that he is still working on finding out how to deal with the fear. I don't know if it will ever work for me even if he find out. I'm 31 and can't wait too long for it to work. Given my horrible upbringing combined with a lot of personal issues (like stuttering, acting beta, low self esteem, low self image, etc.) and PUA garbage accumulated over almost 2 and a half years, what should I do? Should I get off of DMSI and give AM, WM, SM a try? I'm so confused right now.

You know I was roaming and lurking around IML since 2013 and yet it I was so fucked up mentally that it took me a long time to figure out what will it take to heal me.. Finally last year a picked up the sub which I ignored the most and ever since things have been healing slowly..

DDude I have been in Major Depression for like 8 years.. It really takes a lot of time to heal stuff. You can't expect to heal and rewire ur brain on deep level in past 6 Months. Atleast give it atleast a year.

I have been here for a while and were people who thought that subs not gonna work on is not working on them but look at them.. Like SargeMaximus and Jake2015 they are bow healing and slowly Executing... The main reason is that the stuck thru it.. I am sure many other will see success too..

I am not gonna say that u should stick on DMSI.. All I am saying choose a sub which u think is right for u.. But keep on healing ur self.

I think it was you who was talking about using MLS-5.5G IIRC.. If u wanna use that then use it.. Cause on MLS-5.5G u can learn alot of stuff.. I used it for 40 days did a good job