08-21-2014, 01:11 PM
That's fair, I understand your point of view. It's a very respectable one. I think that, and after thinking a lot about it, I'm going to go through self dev first before anything. I still need to think about it but today some things resurfaced of me being very beta with guys who wanted to have sex with me with no strings attached. I don't want to be that way forever and a long term relationship would not enable me to run SM unless my partner is OK with it. But I do think that if I am in a long term relationship, I'll want to have only sex with my partner.
So yes, short term "pain" (having to wait for cuddles etc.), but for long term pleasure. And I do think that if I go through that process of self dev, if I run AYPBoyfriend, he will be of a higher quality because of my higher development.
So yes, short term "pain" (having to wait for cuddles etc.), but for long term pleasure. And I do think that if I go through that process of self dev, if I run AYPBoyfriend, he will be of a higher quality because of my higher development.
