11-21-2022, 01:12 PM
I have also hit upon an apparently core belief of mine that whatever I do, I will not be successful to the extent I could be/should be. Like I don't deserve good things in life, especially success of any sort. That there's a ceiling and whenever I try to pass it, I will get shot down (like in that singing gig I got fired from, or with women in the past). That I should lower my expectations of what my life could possibly be.
As a result I was in a vicious circle of striving, getting "almost there" and then failing. This has happened repeatedly so much so that it was a contributing factor to my psychotic episode. Hopefully using the sub for three months will start altering this belief into something more positive for me and good things will occur.
As a result I was in a vicious circle of striving, getting "almost there" and then failing. This has happened repeatedly so much so that it was a contributing factor to my psychotic episode. Hopefully using the sub for three months will start altering this belief into something more positive for me and good things will occur.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
