10-30-2022, 09:41 AM
Six loops seems to have been a good idea. I feel very good when sleeping; after I wake my anxiety returns for some time. I do start feeling gradual relief that I don't have to go and see the people who have been mobbing me in that previous work I had (I'm not calling it a job because formally I wasn't employed) and am noticing that it's been contributing to my terrible state of mind for years now; I was simply repressing it. Decided it's too early to go back to singing competitions as of yet, age limitations be darned. If I am to sing, then I will, and if not, that's fine as well - right now what I need is stability in order to recover completely and if it takes another couple of months, so be it.
Day off today, feels good - like it's time for a break from the sub for a day.
Day off today, feels good - like it's time for a break from the sub for a day.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
