12-06-2018, 03:09 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-06-2018, 03:15 AM by Just Saiyan.)
I'm near the end of my fourth round of USLM3. I'm dreaming every night but I forget most of them soon after waking. On the first night of the fourth round, I had 2 similar dreams. One was the woman who recently broke up with me angrily and harshly ridiculing me and some of the things I believe and putting me down in a brutal way. Someone else backed her up and agreed with her. The other dream was a similar scenario but it was another attractive woman who I don't know doing the verbal beat down.
This is definitely hitting on some deep fear of opening myself up to other people and fearing that they will reject me and ridicule me. I have often thought that I'm a weird person and the things I think and do and believe are weird and I tend to keep things to myself and hold everything in and not let anyone know what I'm thinking or let them see the real me.
I'm also getting dreams of meeting old friends who I lost touch with when got really depressed and retreated into my own little world several years ago that I still haven't contacted again.
I have known for a long time, but it is becoming ever more clear, the importance of finding and connecting with people who get me and accept me for who I am. Finding my "tribe" so to speak.
This is definitely hitting on some deep fear of opening myself up to other people and fearing that they will reject me and ridicule me. I have often thought that I'm a weird person and the things I think and do and believe are weird and I tend to keep things to myself and hold everything in and not let anyone know what I'm thinking or let them see the real me.
I'm also getting dreams of meeting old friends who I lost touch with when got really depressed and retreated into my own little world several years ago that I still haven't contacted again.
I have known for a long time, but it is becoming ever more clear, the importance of finding and connecting with people who get me and accept me for who I am. Finding my "tribe" so to speak.
