11-27-2018, 02:44 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-06-2018, 03:26 AM by Just Saiyan.)
I suffered through many years of low energy, depression, and other such misery. In recent years, I found things that helped, mostly energy techniques. These brought me up from almost never leaving the house to beginning to have a somewhat normal life. I also occasionally saw and felt glimpses of what life is like without these problems with some powerful events these energy techniques gave me. After one of these, high on energy and feeling better than I ever have, I attracted an amazing woman and we began a relationship. Something always stopped these breakthroughs from lasting though, and my energy levels and emotions eventually gradually fell.
I was on DMSI since Summer 2018. Since starting that, I have pretty much gone scortched earth. Lost the relationship in a really messy way. She essentially lost all attraction for me from around the time I started DMSI. She was afraid to tell me this until recently and I was mostly clueless. It has recently ended in heartbreak for me. I have been a heavy resister of the subs. I have been going lower and lower in energy and emotions since I started. I can see that I was not being an attractive man, so I don't really blame her for how she feels. I was really not the same person she fell for. It hurts nonetheless.
I am on my third cycle of USLM3. I am feeling very low and depressed. I am sleeping 10-12 hours and barely able to move the rest of the day. I have had glimpses of what life is like without these problems and with high energy from other techniques and therapies I have used, but my success with these have always been short lived. Something has been holding me back from having a lasting breakthrough with this long standing low energy and stress and fears. Hopefully FRM will be the key for me.
I was on DMSI since Summer 2018. Since starting that, I have pretty much gone scortched earth. Lost the relationship in a really messy way. She essentially lost all attraction for me from around the time I started DMSI. She was afraid to tell me this until recently and I was mostly clueless. It has recently ended in heartbreak for me. I have been a heavy resister of the subs. I have been going lower and lower in energy and emotions since I started. I can see that I was not being an attractive man, so I don't really blame her for how she feels. I was really not the same person she fell for. It hurts nonetheless.
I am on my third cycle of USLM3. I am feeling very low and depressed. I am sleeping 10-12 hours and barely able to move the rest of the day. I have had glimpses of what life is like without these problems and with high energy from other techniques and therapies I have used, but my success with these have always been short lived. Something has been holding me back from having a lasting breakthrough with this long standing low energy and stress and fears. Hopefully FRM will be the key for me.