(11-21-2023, 07:38 PM)Lionstrength Wrote:(11-14-2023, 12:10 PM)Frosted Wrote: When I tell you my current experience of UMS2 is surreal… I’m having amazing shifts and coming into high paradigms and clearing some of the most painful, strange, embarrassing and scary blockages. It’s like being a 10 and a 2 at the same time and it’s very weird.
"It’s like being a 10 and a 2 at the same time and it’s very weird." This is probably the best way to explain the weirdness of it couldn't find the words on my end. If your willing would you want elaborate on that even in DM/privately so we can share experiences? I'm starting stage 3 tonight
Hey man! Glad I’m not the only one. I’ll pm you.
For everyone else, I’m currently on 12/16 still using US. I’m thinking of either restarting UMS2 at stage 1, doing stage 4 for 2 months, or doing OGSF2 or MM. My plans are currently heavily affected by the expectation of 6G and AM7 coming out sometime next year.
Currently slowly wiggling myself out of my state of inaction. Watching educational content and reading more. I’m basically at the bottom financially, so I’ll be focusing on developing marketable skills and finding a job or freelancing until I get enough money to invest and build a business. I still want to write and make games, but as hobbies. Next on my list is to try and cycle out my current diet of processed food for stuff that makes me feel more alive instead of tired. This will help me stay productive throughout the day instead of just the morning before I eat.
Noticing amazing “echoes” of results. Almost like phantom snapshots of what my future state of being will be. Hopefully these turn out to be real and not just delusions.
As far as the insecurities I’m working through, they seem to be revolved around the theme of emotional weakness, sensitivity, being incapable/helpless, blockages to being kind, loving and authentic and other stuff. Fear and shame, and sometimes guilt.
Started reading the power of now. It’s been years since I last read it, right around the time I first discovered these subliminals, actually. I also started watching videos from the RSD guys who have moved into general self help, which I also got into back when I was first starting my journey.
One reason I hate writing posts sometimes is that as soon as I write something down it becomes “dead”. The results I’m experiencing are “alive” and ever changing. It’s also impossible to share the full weight of the transformation going on, because the vast majority of it goes unnoticed or is merely felt, but not fully consciously understood or able to be put into words.
