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Listened to 4 loops last night. After second loop I hit play by reflex and was like what’s one more gonna do? But it was on repeat and I was zoned into researching next day trades, next thing I know it’s late and I’m 4 loops in, lol
Day 1 bloomocity

Body - normal no boost in energy like last week(but I did increase loops so...)
Mind - no aggression , just some thoughts but no outbursts, all day just thinking about making money, trusting that things are coming, constantly scanning for profitable ventures
Soul - dead, jk, just really neutral most of the day

I wasn’t tired but wasn’t enthusiastic about anything either. Putting a lot of effort not to get mad.
I want to say that I did well today but feel I must be honest with myself too, lol.
The trades I bought yesterday profited today, 4 out of 5 were profit. Yay!
But I am holding stocks that are losing so it reflects my total as a loss. Boo!
Here is how I look at it:
1. If we base on results, the sub is doing great.
2. The loss is my current state. I am doing great but resistance is keeping me from my full profits.
3. These losing stocks are future winners, I just know, they take time to mature but tie up my buy power which slows my ability to earn more.

There has to be a way to speed up resistance removal.
I have journal in the mornings...I’m beat.
Thanks