07-16-2019, 01:05 AM
Today I had absolutely no desire to do anything but relax. Usually when I'm not working I try my best to do something productive like working on my book or study all day, but today I didn't. It was a strange feeling though because I didn't even want to do the normal things I do to relax like read, youtube or video games. My mind was blank and I was in a weird void of feeling lost about what I should do next. I honestly wouldn't be able to say what I did the last 16 hours because my mind was blank all I know is I spent most of it in bed without sleeping.
I'm hoping this is just a temporary stage and will pass soon. On a plus side, I found out I'll be getting paid about $2,000 tomorrow which I'll put towards my 6 month (at least) trip overseas.
I'm hoping this is just a temporary stage and will pass soon. On a plus side, I found out I'll be getting paid about $2,000 tomorrow which I'll put towards my 6 month (at least) trip overseas.
