04-09-2021, 04:32 AM
In general, I am finding myself more grounded and less prone to overreacting or getting mad, etc. I also found that I get these instant urges to smile and share my happiness, even though I'm normally a "poker face" kind of guy. Another permanent feeling I have is that nothing and no one can fuck up my mood or life, and this is really defined and obvious for me. I'm not gonna say AOL did it all for me, but it definitely made it stronger. As I said in my post, I haven't really gone out since all this corona stuff started, because I have been working at home, but I will try to see what happens when I do.
