04-09-2017, 11:52 AM
Ok so after not updating my journal for a while, I have a few updates.
In the first two to three weeks on v3.1a I was getting some results, including some IOIs, no masturbation urge, conscious sniper activation, etc. Then the following weeks up until yesterday everything went downhill and I was really getting the impression I'm starting to stonewall DMSI. I knew straight off the bat something wasn't right because I used to get during every playback some sort of feedback in the form of tense stomach, tingles, etc.
Yesterday, however, surprised the hell out of me. It was the craziest and most interesting experience I ever had - more so than the two lucid dream sex I had on v3.0a!!! As I went off to bed, DMSI all of a sudden decided to start executing itself inside my head, without the help of any loop playback. The execution was so powerful the sensations were like 10 to 20 times as powerful as during playback! For three consecutive hours all I could feel was intense vibrations, heat inside me, numbness, fast heart pulse, stiff stomach, tingles all over my body and crotch, and horniness. And every time I though something sexual, my peins started rising up not in the regular way but in a vibration kind of way.
I was doing both healing and shooting aura at no targets at the same time and at 10-20x the power for three hours! it could have continued but I had to go to the bathroom. And as I returned back to bed it subsided. After that I found it very hard to fall asleep with a slight to medium headache.
In the first two to three weeks on v3.1a I was getting some results, including some IOIs, no masturbation urge, conscious sniper activation, etc. Then the following weeks up until yesterday everything went downhill and I was really getting the impression I'm starting to stonewall DMSI. I knew straight off the bat something wasn't right because I used to get during every playback some sort of feedback in the form of tense stomach, tingles, etc.
Yesterday, however, surprised the hell out of me. It was the craziest and most interesting experience I ever had - more so than the two lucid dream sex I had on v3.0a!!! As I went off to bed, DMSI all of a sudden decided to start executing itself inside my head, without the help of any loop playback. The execution was so powerful the sensations were like 10 to 20 times as powerful as during playback! For three consecutive hours all I could feel was intense vibrations, heat inside me, numbness, fast heart pulse, stiff stomach, tingles all over my body and crotch, and horniness. And every time I though something sexual, my peins started rising up not in the regular way but in a vibration kind of way.
I was doing both healing and shooting aura at no targets at the same time and at 10-20x the power for three hours! it could have continued but I had to go to the bathroom. And as I returned back to bed it subsided. After that I found it very hard to fall asleep with a slight to medium headache.
