That's a good desire Darwin.
It sounds like Universal Detox (which I've done) plus AM (which I haven't). UD really, really worked on me telling the truth to myself, as I got really mad early on. I'd survived by lying to myself (primarily), and within a month it was being challenged head on. After the anger passed, grief came, which took a while. For example, I cried to my sis on Thanksgiving day while telling on myself near the end of my visit. Completely unplanned, as much of my grieving was. I'd held to things thinking "if I don't change, I may not get hurt like that again". It really challenged me unlike anything I'd ever experienced.
But I stopped UD after 3 months. The script conforms to one's desires, yet I felt afraid to manifest many big, bold desires. I equated both good and bad desires as shameful, so maybe this is why I stopped (good things were coming up now). So that's where I bring in AM. AM focuses specifically on those "taking responsibilities" ideas, which is why I've wanted to use it. And it has a 6 month usage mandate. (More time on UD may help ME)
UD did it make it much easier to live in my own skin, as shame (both learned and owned from others) has been a major negative reality from my childhood training. Again, UD made it easier since "detoxing" was its job. I was much more understanding of the very people I'd blamed and shamed for years. (bosses, family). It really dismantled a lot of the shame I'd carried for so long.
Note: AM6 is 5G, with limited clearing power. UD (and all future subs) are 5.5 and higher. AM7 will be much more powerful than AM6.
I'm sure this is making sense due to your words.
And my next questions don't require you responding here. Hold on to them. A local wise friend often left me with them for me to think on.
Why are you seeking to be honest (with yourself or others)? What is prompting you to ask for assistance now?
It sounds like Universal Detox (which I've done) plus AM (which I haven't). UD really, really worked on me telling the truth to myself, as I got really mad early on. I'd survived by lying to myself (primarily), and within a month it was being challenged head on. After the anger passed, grief came, which took a while. For example, I cried to my sis on Thanksgiving day while telling on myself near the end of my visit. Completely unplanned, as much of my grieving was. I'd held to things thinking "if I don't change, I may not get hurt like that again". It really challenged me unlike anything I'd ever experienced.
But I stopped UD after 3 months. The script conforms to one's desires, yet I felt afraid to manifest many big, bold desires. I equated both good and bad desires as shameful, so maybe this is why I stopped (good things were coming up now). So that's where I bring in AM. AM focuses specifically on those "taking responsibilities" ideas, which is why I've wanted to use it. And it has a 6 month usage mandate. (More time on UD may help ME)
UD did it make it much easier to live in my own skin, as shame (both learned and owned from others) has been a major negative reality from my childhood training. Again, UD made it easier since "detoxing" was its job. I was much more understanding of the very people I'd blamed and shamed for years. (bosses, family). It really dismantled a lot of the shame I'd carried for so long.
Note: AM6 is 5G, with limited clearing power. UD (and all future subs) are 5.5 and higher. AM7 will be much more powerful than AM6.
I'm sure this is making sense due to your words.
And my next questions don't require you responding here. Hold on to them. A local wise friend often left me with them for me to think on.
Why are you seeking to be honest (with yourself or others)? What is prompting you to ask for assistance now?
I want to be FREE!
