(03-17-2011, 08:24 AM)Jeff Wrote: I can really relate. I moved to a different state the start of freshman year. I did not fit in at all. I still kind of don't but I could careless. One girl even said, "I was the cool guy that hardly ever talks." The best part is I am totally okay with that. I am completely different from school which is odd.
I need to work on getting out by myself too. The part I am looking forward to is, Socializing is just a game. I can talk to absolutely anybody, but making the intent of approaching a stranger in my mind throws up red flags saying, "whoa, whoa, buddy I don't think so."
Lol, the only reason I bought alpha was so I could start woman magnet, which I changed my mind to sex magnet. The more I read and learned about Alpha, it became apparent that I needed it desperately. +3 years of depression took a major toll on me. But I am seeing the greener grass on the other side, and I must say the prize was worth the effort
Yep Jeff, I was basically a wallflower just sitting on the sidelines not having the courage to do anything. I have had a hard time trying to start conversations with people, like I had no idea what to say to start a conversation let alone how to keep it going. I wanted to share that I went to get some shoes at the mall. You know at the malls they have the small shops in the middle of the mall where they sell things? Well, usually when they try to sell me something, I have a hard time saying no.
I will say no, but I don't be firm about it. Today when they tried to sell me something, I told them no without somewhat feeling guilty of saying no. So, I can tell already this program is working pretty quickly and being very effective at helping me with the issues that I have been trying to deal with for a long time now.
