01-28-2019, 11:41 AM
Sleep was better last night, still not as it should be but the shifting between awake and sleep were not that often as the nights before. I got some pics of a girl yesterday which were interesting, but she lives far away. I still don't feel sexual at all, it is still more like the sexuality is shut down most of the time.
Before I started DMSI I had some women talking to me, and some were interested in having a relationship which I also considered. But now it seems like this part is falling a bit apart and I feel somehow depressed about that because it took me literally my whole life to come to this point and now it seems like it is disappearing slowly and I don't want it to happen.
Before I started DMSI I had some women talking to me, and some were interested in having a relationship which I also considered. But now it seems like this part is falling a bit apart and I feel somehow depressed about that because it took me literally my whole life to come to this point and now it seems like it is disappearing slowly and I don't want it to happen.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
