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Here I am once again to push through the journey that is Alpha Male V5. My first run through was erratic: I broke up with my girlfriend whom I was obsessed with, ran through depression, anorexia, sleep apnea, lost a lot of my friends, and was fighting an addiction to Drugs on a psychological level.
Originally I ran through each stage for around 40 days at a time due to weird thinking patterns, and thus, a poorly tracked experience (Which I can now deduce via my previous marked up calendar). My first journal was also falling apart due to my issues, and overall, it just plain sucked anyways.
After that experience, I followed through with the emotion/pain release sub for a month, and then proceeded to use the Charisma sub for a month and a half. After a month of stagnation again, I decided to use the charisma sub for a month, then confidence, then charisma once more.
Now that Ive beaten most of these issues, I think Im ready to truly immerse myself within the program. Ive gone through most recommended red pill works, and fully indoctrinated myself for a period of time in theory, science (Nutrition/Nootropics), as well as Entrepreneurship, and meditation. Chances are if you've heard of it, Ive done it, taken it, memorized it, studied it, etc, and Im well open to questions.
Ive been the silent type, and have transitioned from follower to leader/consumer to producer, but still am lacking in things to say. Because of my upbringing, I've never been interested in people really, and have always been quite introverted. All my friends came to me, and never vice versa. As A child, I used to be very alpha, mirroring my father, but somewhere along the line, I began to gain sicknesses: psychologically manifested, or physically, I don't know. But any who. Thats enough info.
TL;DR: 18 Alone, Sick => Going back to my old, real self via subs, and starting a business.
Day 2: Im sick from overtraining: Ive been working out 7 days a week, and sleeping 7 hours a night, and its finally caught up to me. Workaholic? Yeahh
. F*ck. Anyways, Its only been one night, and Im stoked to begin again. I think everything is still installed in my brain from the last time: Now its just piecing it all together. Throughout this sub experience, my brand will be finished, ill be Spinning Plates, Lifting Weights, and Eating Steaks. :Feelsgoodman:
#Toothpickdays
Here I am once again to push through the journey that is Alpha Male V5. My first run through was erratic: I broke up with my girlfriend whom I was obsessed with, ran through depression, anorexia, sleep apnea, lost a lot of my friends, and was fighting an addiction to Drugs on a psychological level.
Originally I ran through each stage for around 40 days at a time due to weird thinking patterns, and thus, a poorly tracked experience (Which I can now deduce via my previous marked up calendar). My first journal was also falling apart due to my issues, and overall, it just plain sucked anyways.
After that experience, I followed through with the emotion/pain release sub for a month, and then proceeded to use the Charisma sub for a month and a half. After a month of stagnation again, I decided to use the charisma sub for a month, then confidence, then charisma once more.
Now that Ive beaten most of these issues, I think Im ready to truly immerse myself within the program. Ive gone through most recommended red pill works, and fully indoctrinated myself for a period of time in theory, science (Nutrition/Nootropics), as well as Entrepreneurship, and meditation. Chances are if you've heard of it, Ive done it, taken it, memorized it, studied it, etc, and Im well open to questions.
Ive been the silent type, and have transitioned from follower to leader/consumer to producer, but still am lacking in things to say. Because of my upbringing, I've never been interested in people really, and have always been quite introverted. All my friends came to me, and never vice versa. As A child, I used to be very alpha, mirroring my father, but somewhere along the line, I began to gain sicknesses: psychologically manifested, or physically, I don't know. But any who. Thats enough info.
TL;DR: 18 Alone, Sick => Going back to my old, real self via subs, and starting a business.
Day 2: Im sick from overtraining: Ive been working out 7 days a week, and sleeping 7 hours a night, and its finally caught up to me. Workaholic? Yeahh
. F*ck. Anyways, Its only been one night, and Im stoked to begin again. I think everything is still installed in my brain from the last time: Now its just piecing it all together. Throughout this sub experience, my brand will be finished, ill be Spinning Plates, Lifting Weights, and Eating Steaks. :Feelsgoodman: #Toothpickdays
