Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

Do I care if my friends think I am alpha? No.

Do I care if other guys think so? No.

Do I care if any of you here on the forum think I am alpha? Nope.

Why? Because the truth remains the truth regardless of what anyone "thinks" is true. I therefore have nothing to prove, because I am secure within myself concerning my own inner strength and capacities. And so, I am at peace. Tranquil.

People judge me by my small size and underestimate me regularly. I let them, because it means I have an advantage they won't expect.

People think I am weak and frail because of my bad lungs. To some degree, I am. But that doesn't make me less self sufficient, or less capable of achieving my goals, or less capable of taking care of myself or thinking. So if someone sees me mowing the grass and getting winded frequently over what for a person with normal lungs would be no bog deal, and they think I'm weak... who cares? They can think whatever they want. The truth is still the truth. I don't need their approval or permission to know that I am what and who I am, and capable of doing what I can do.

Inward. Not outward. Outward isn't important. Outward is a lot of people who don't have a clue what is what. They don't matter unless they threaten my health or safety, or that of someone under my protection. Let ignorants be ignorant. Let idiots be idiots. Let fools be fools. They don't matter, and what they think doesn't matter. If someone dumb enough to assume that I am weak because I am small shows up and starts taunting me about it, all it does is show the level of stupidity they have. I don't need to prove anything to them - unless they force my hand. And then, I will demonstrate that I am not someone you want to fuck with. Maybe not physically. Maybe not even the same day. But I will end up on top. I know the sort of things that make that pretty certain.

In other words, I don't worry about what other people think of me. If they have enough common sense to think at all, they'll probably have a neutral or positive response to me. I am polite, I am considerate and I am friendly and helpful, if you are not being an ass to me. But if they don't like me for whatever reason... well, they're welcome to go their own way. I'll try to resolve any misunderstandings or misperceptions first, but sometimes you just can't get through to some people. Them's the cards you're dealt, and that's the way it is.

What matters is mastering yourself so that you don't have to worry about what other people think.

[Frosted]

Okay just had another instance of this thing I was talking about. I walk into the living room of my doorm a little insecure because I know that I'm going to have to face my fears when they come up, but I'm surprised when the environment is friendly. I notice things like people tend to move there feet out of my way and supplicate to me subtly. This is what I'm talking about, cause I feel low value and like shit/like a pussy and yet everyone treats me like a badass. After that I felt better because I felt validated. Not like a drug rush but more like I can feel normal again... kind of like I have to have other people's permission to feel normal/okay.

Had to post that before I read your response Shannon.

[Shannon]

You will get there.

[Multiworld]

I agree Shannon, size don't make the man, you said {People think I am weak and frail because of my bad lungs. To some degree, I am. But that doesn't make me less self sufficient, or less capable of achieving my goals, or less capable of taking care of myself or thinking. So if someone sees me mowing the grass and getting winded frequently over what for a person with normal lungs would be no bog deal, and they think I'm weak... who cares? They can think whatever they want. The truth is still the truth. I don't need their approval or permission to know that I am what and who I am, and capable of doing what I can do.}

Just think about all the influence through history of dictators and all except a few were under 5'7" and look at the influence they had, so flip the coin in a positive direction, you say you're small but look at the positive influnce you created with me and apparently with many others over the years.

This is not a kiss up and it's not my style but I do believe in giving props to the ones who deserve it.

There are so many of us getting there because of you,thanks man!

[dweller94]

@Shannon

Okay so I stopped FYPJ 1 month (personal reasons) and started DMSI 2.5, very interesting things to report. Possible feedback.

I'm on my 4th day now of DMSI 2.5:

1) The energy sourcing or whatever it is, I feel it working wonders. I feel really energetic and so alive, never felt this alive before. Even at the end of the day it's like I am always ready for more, I say this because

In the past I fucked up countless encounters for myself, it's like that post you said:

"Time and time and time again, I have lost opportunities with women because I did not understand one simple fact.

For women, there is only the moment of NOW. If she's interested NOW, and you want to have sex with her, you had better do it NOW, because in the future that will change. Guaranteed. Unless you set her on n attraction and arousal loop, which isn't very likely."

I have been in situations where women were down to fuck and it required a little effort on my part but I was too fucking tired, like physically tired to take it further, I wanted to go home and sleep (wtf right) I know this won't be an issue anymore especially with how I currently feel, I know I'm ready anytime.

2) I have never felt this much confidence on any sub, I can't describe how I feel and there isn't any healing in it as well.

3) Today, I felt intense desire to fuck but this desire wasn't like anything I felt ever before in my entire life, it was absent of any neediness it felt pure of its kind, usually there's feelings of neediness/lack involved and desperation, like fuck I don't have it and I want it so bad. This was different, too early to say exactly what and how but yeah I like it.

4) I feel motivated to fix my life, especially since I was running FYPJ as I stopped towards the end because I was doing little to nothing regarding working on my goal to find a job. As I started DMSI, I set a number of goals for myself regarding getting some work and fixing my life, ticked off a few as well, Money is a necessity, I aim to repair address this part of my life and I know DMSIs instructions is helping me do that.

5) Another thing I have been feeling when sitting alone at times, I am thinking to myself is I have to do something, usually I know what, but I feel this is sub related. What is it that I am not doing. (No Idea)

6) I also constantly feel like I am radiating energy, I can't describe exactly how nor do I feel drained from this, it's like it's replenishing itself.

I love how I feel on this sub, I aim to carry on and provide feedback. It's already helping in other areas of my life, so why not...

"One thing I'd like to point out though... when the program is done being made to do what it is designed to do, you will not need any lighthouse or training, because YOU WILL NOT BE PURSUING THEM! You will be there breathing and existing as the awesomeness that you naturally represent, and THEY WILL COME TRY TO **** YOU. And the program will help guide you past the self cock blocking *****... but again... the goal is for THEM to approach and initiate and have sex with YOU. NOT you to hunt them, approach them, seduce them, ask anything of them, beg for anything, try...

That's the goal."

After reading the post above, this subliminal was what I asked for like 2 years ago I was thinking to myself, there has to be a way for making this happen and WALLA. We are working towards the goal! I aim to carry on with DMSI and to provide feedback.

[CatMan]

Im having a bit of trouble with the less is more loops with 5.5g.

I understand that the downtime is like a processing time and that finding the right balance is a personal thing. 5 loops for one person may be 3 loops for another and pushing past that may cause resistance. Does this block script from that point on?

Is this correct?

The part I have trouble with is 8 hours of script a day is still 8 hours of script. So more is still more script in the subconscious?

Any advice would be appreciated.

Thank you.

I think you're overthinking and over complicating it.

Get in as many as you can each day. If it doesn't cause you tiredness or any kind of duress, then it's cool. With E2, I frequently went up to 21 hours a day, usually falling around 17 hours a day or so average. I didn't die. It's all about what you can handle and work with. There's no right or wrong answer as long as you're using it within the guidelines Shannon set.

The "loops" thing only came about with DMSI/AOSI, as it has different versions with different lengths. So a new format to measure listening had to be adopted to standardise listening times. With E2, this isn't the case and hours is still accepted to use like all other subs.

[maxx55]

Shannon, is it possible for 2.4 that maybe more than 5 loops would be optimal for someone? Is it worth testing 6-8 loops or is it absolute that 5 loops is optimal for everyone?

So far I haven't had any trouble with 5 loops and if I handle it well for the rest of this week, I was thinking about trying six.

[Ethan]

Shannon I'm very interested in MHS2. Will it help with nerve damage, arthritis, torn labrum in the hip, and herniated discs? Also I have chronic osteomyelitis which antibiotics can't get rid of completely and it flairs up every year, will MIR2 help with that?

[Cozy]

Shannon I think an ascendant alpha is when you see things as either pleasant or unpleasant. And you just avoid everything that's unpleasant.

I'm using aura of dominance, unlimited wealth and socializing is just a fun game, rockstar mix.

I'm being pulled to face my fears and every single time I win and get more comfortable with things I struggled with before. Building confidence in areas that matter.

This is definitely an all encompassing mix. I'm progressing more in every area, working harder on building my company and also joined a startup, took 15%. Both have a lot of potential, but the potential of mine is like a skyrocket.

Having more thoughts about money and conquering all the anxieties that come up in association with it. Both in my head and the real world.

Just an update, because I think theory-progress is important too.

Also, how should I listen to these? I'm currently playing each for 1:30 on a loop.

[Zeroxmachina]

Shannon I think an ascendant alpha is when you see things as either pleasant or unpleasant. And you just avoid everything that's unpleasant.

I'm using aura of dominance, unlimited wealth and socializing is just a fun game, rockstar mix.

I'm being pulled to face my fears and every single time I win and get more comfortable with things I struggled with before. Building confidence in areas that matter.

This is definitely an all encompassing mix. I'm progressing more in every area, working harder on building my company and also joined a startup, took 15%. Both have a lot of potential, but the potential of mine is like a skyrocket.

Having more thoughts about money and conquering all the anxieties that come up in association with it. Both in my head and the real world.

Just an update, because I think theory-progress is important too.

Also, how should I listen to these? I'm currently playing each for 1:30 on a loop.

There's an unlimited wealth sub sold here?

[Cozy]

Shannon I think an ascendant alpha is when you see things as either pleasant or unpleasant. And you just avoid everything that's unpleasant.

I'm using aura of dominance, unlimited wealth and socializing is just a fun game, rockstar mix.

I'm being pulled to face my fears and every single time I win and get more comfortable with things I struggled with before. Building confidence in areas that matter.

This is definitely an all encompassing mix. I'm progressing more in every area, working harder on building my company and also joined a startup, took 15%. Both have a lot of potential, but the potential of mine is like a skyrocket.

Having more thoughts about money and conquering all the anxieties that come up in association with it. Both in my head and the real world.

Just an update, because I think theory-progress is important too.

Also, how should I listen to these? I'm currently playing each for 1:30 on a loop.

There's an unlimited wealth sub sold here?

It was discontinued because it didn't produce the intended results.

[Zeroxmachina]

Shannon I think an ascendant alpha is when you see things as either pleasant or unpleasant. And you just avoid everything that's unpleasant.

I'm using aura of dominance, unlimited wealth and socializing is just a fun game, rockstar mix.

I'm being pulled to face my fears and every single time I win and get more comfortable with things I struggled with before. Building confidence in areas that matter.

This is definitely an all encompassing mix. I'm progressing more in every area, working harder on building my company and also joined a startup, took 15%. Both have a lot of potential, but the potential of mine is like a skyrocket.

Having more thoughts about money and conquering all the anxieties that come up in association with it. Both in my head and the real world.

Just an update, because I think theory-progress is important too.

Also, how should I listen to these? I'm currently playing each for 1:30 on a loop.

There's an unlimited wealth sub sold here?

It was discontinued because it didn't produce the intended results.

Ah so it's like 2g or something?

[Cozy]

Shannon I think an ascendant alpha is when you see things as either pleasant or unpleasant. And you just avoid everything that's unpleasant.

I'm using aura of dominance, unlimited wealth and socializing is just a fun game, rockstar mix.

I'm being pulled to face my fears and every single time I win and get more comfortable with things I struggled with before. Building confidence in areas that matter.

This is definitely an all encompassing mix. I'm progressing more in every area, working harder on building my company and also joined a startup, took 15%. Both have a lot of potential, but the potential of mine is like a skyrocket.

Having more thoughts about money and conquering all the anxieties that come up in association with it. Both in my head and the real world.

Just an update, because I think theory-progress is important too.

Also, how should I listen to these? I'm currently playing each for 1:30 on a loop.

There's an unlimited wealth sub sold here?

It was discontinued because it didn't produce the intended results.

Ah so it's like 2g or something?

3G, haven't been around long enough for 2G

[Shannon]

Im having a bit of trouble with the less is more loops with 5.5g.

I understand that the downtime is like a processing time and that finding the right balance is a personal thing. 5 loops for one person may be 3 loops for another and pushing past that may cause resistance. Does this block script from that point on?

Is this correct?

The part I have trouble with is 8 hours of script a day is still 8 hours of script. So more is still more script in the subconscious?

Any advice would be appreciated.

Thank you.

Finding the right balance is not so much a personal thing as you might think. I give such specific numbers of loops to use for good reasons. Follow my advice on that.

These programs with P3/4/5 are designed to be operating on multiple channels at once. That makes it even more important to observe the number of loops I specify.