11-09-2017, 10:16 AM
@RisingSon: Lol dude thanks for the laugh. Succubi ? This is a very funny point of view 
. But it makes sense to some extent.
I think the effects of SR lingered even when I ejaculated.
Seems like it's definitelly better to jerk off every 7-8 days than every 1 or 2 days, (which I used to).
I'm saying that because I still overall feel better.
The past few weeks have been the happiest I had in a (very) good while.
I'm curious to see what'll happen at the 30 and 90 days marks.
As far as I can tell for now, I feel very grounded after 7 days, but that's also when I do strange stuff because of too much ecstasy.
For example just before I had that wet dream (8 days streak) I had the courage to text a girl I was into before but who caused me a lot of pain. Before that I was avoiding her for more than 6 months.
I don't know why I did it honestly but in a way I feel way better about her. Like if it wasn't a big deal.
On a related note I think that DMSI guided me toward SR because for the first time in years I managed to do not masturbate for about 2 weeks. And that was because DMSI was killing my libido. But I wasn't mindful of the effects of SR and anyway I was attributing everything I was feeling to DMSI.
Now, I'm not under DMSI and I'm going full SR without any aid other than meditation and my willpower, so let's see where I go.
. But it makes sense to some extent.I think the effects of SR lingered even when I ejaculated.
Seems like it's definitelly better to jerk off every 7-8 days than every 1 or 2 days, (which I used to).
I'm saying that because I still overall feel better.
The past few weeks have been the happiest I had in a (very) good while.
I'm curious to see what'll happen at the 30 and 90 days marks.
As far as I can tell for now, I feel very grounded after 7 days, but that's also when I do strange stuff because of too much ecstasy.
For example just before I had that wet dream (8 days streak) I had the courage to text a girl I was into before but who caused me a lot of pain. Before that I was avoiding her for more than 6 months.
I don't know why I did it honestly but in a way I feel way better about her. Like if it wasn't a big deal.
On a related note I think that DMSI guided me toward SR because for the first time in years I managed to do not masturbate for about 2 weeks. And that was because DMSI was killing my libido. But I wasn't mindful of the effects of SR and anyway I was attributing everything I was feeling to DMSI.
Now, I'm not under DMSI and I'm going full SR without any aid other than meditation and my willpower, so let's see where I go.
