Self Confidence/self Esteem

[smoothsam]

self confidence/self belief, courage, determination to move away from my comfort zone and take a few chances, better social skills, not concerning myself about how others perceive me. and a lot less self doubt and I calm mind I anger too quickly sometimes when I really need to chill out.

socializing is a fun game seems like a good choice to shift my focus outward rather than being so internal.

I also like to spend time on my own especially after work just so I can do things I like doing so I don't want to be around people all the time I just need to be more sociable when I am in the company of other people.

then I am also thinking if I change how I am internally like removing the negative stuff I would feel a lot better about myself and become the person I hope to become. that's why I was drawn towards overcome fear so I could remove that internal restraint that hold me back

I am 2 weeks into ASC and I don't know if I should continue or switch t another sub.

Why not do ASC 4g and Socializing is a fun game? Have you tried Toastmasters? I believe that having activities to support the subs is very important. Join groups that engages the skill or skills you want to experience. I've done Toastmasters. I can think on my feet, give presentations, speeches, etc. If you never stepped into a pool, how much good would a master swimming or learning subliminal do? Sometimes you must do everything in your power to step outside your comfort zone. That is where true growth comes from. Subs are amazing and open the door to everything. However, once the door opens, you must walk, run, crawl past the doors in order to be on the other side. Its up to you how many doors you want to go through by action alone.

Thanks,

smoothsam