SargeMaximus: Closing Everyone That's Closable (DMSI 3.2B)

[thor2014]

Something I've realized in the last month or so is that so-called "beta" males have hot wives or girlfriends. I have yet to meet the mythical "alpha" male.

EDIT: Nvm, I guess I did meet that Australian. But I never got a good look at the girls he was with.

Hot women who want a steady boyfriend or want to settle down and get married go for the "beta". As he is less likely to cheat on her.

[SargeMaximus]

Something I've realized in the last month or so is that so-called "beta" males have hot wives or girlfriends. I have yet to meet the mythical "alpha" male.

EDIT: Nvm, I guess I did meet that Australian. But I never got a good look at the girls he was with.

Hot women who want a steady boyfriend or want to settle down and get married go for the "beta". As he is less likely to cheat on her.

Really, eh?

It's a shame. Remind me why it's good to be alpha again...

[SargeMaximus]

Just got back from the grocery store. Cute girls everywhere. Didn't feel any anxiety except around one.

I went into an aisle and she was there. Not particularly "hot" but a solid 7.5.

I was doing the "hover" by accident because I actually WAS looking at food, not just pretending to.

It took me longer than I thought it would and then I noticed I should say something, but I didn't because a ton of fear and anxiety came up. Something I never have when I approach. I guess I was being more vulnerable or real, who knows.

Anyhow, then the girl walks behind and to the left of me and just plants herself there looking at her phone.

I'm assuming this is her way of saying "talk to me" but I didn't and left.

I am also assuming the anxiety was a good sign in some way.

[Ymiraku]

It's funny how we have different gauges of the attractiveness scale.

For me a 7.5 means a sexy, busty woman. A 9 is Amelia Rose Blaire. A 10 is Anna Silk minus ten years.

A 1-5 is basically a women who holds no sexual interest for me whatsoever.

[Determined]

It's funny how we have different gauges of the attractiveness scale.

For me a 7.5 means a sexy, busty woman. A 9 is Amelia Rose Blaire. A 10 is Anna Silk minus ten years.

A 1-5 is basically a women who holds no sexual interest for me whatsoever.

Rating scale only exists to describe a woman you like to another man.

If you find the woman attractive, that's all that matters.

[SargeMaximus]

It's funny how we have different gauges of the attractiveness scale.

For me a 7.5 means a sexy, busty woman. A 9 is Amelia Rose Blaire. A 10 is Anna Silk minus ten years.

A 1-5 is basically a women who holds no sexual interest for me whatsoever.

True that.

To me, Amelia Rose Blaire is a 6 (just tolerable, but not desirable)

Ana Silk is a 7.5.

My perfect 10 is Heidi Klum in 2001.

A 9 is someone like Tea Leoni in 2000 or Megan Fox.

An 8 would be Denise Richards, Natalie Portman, or Sharon Stone circa 1992.

My cousin and I also have very different tastes, which I think is a good thing, especially when you go out, then you're not competing with each other.

[SargeMaximus]

Just watched "Suburbicon"

It was nothing like I thought it would be. It was actually quite the horrific film. Very negative. I don't like movies like that.

I've also noticed that, in general, I'm "triggered" more by negative things while on DMSI. Very negative thoughts pop up when I watch shows that are negative or have bad things happening in them.

I tell myself I don't want to just ignore bad stuff and pretend everything is rainbows, but another part of me says "why subject yourself to negativity?"

This is open to you guys this time. I'm not asking for advice, I'm just asking, for you guys personally, do you think it's better to just keep away from all negativity, or is that living with rose-colored glasses?

[Shawn]

I think we should accept that negativity is there but not focus on it.

[SargeMaximus]

I think we should accept that negativity is there but not focus on it.

Yeah that makes sense. Thanks.

[rayrocanaldo]

It's funny how we have different gauges of the attractiveness scale.

For me a 7.5 means a sexy, busty woman. A 9 is Amelia Rose Blaire. A 10 is Anna Silk minus ten years.

A 1-5 is basically a women who holds no sexual interest for me whatsoever.

True that.

To me, Amelia Rose Blaire is a 6 (just tolerable, but not desirable)

Ana Silk is a 7.5.

My perfect 10 is Heidi Klum in 2001.

A 9 is someone like Tea Leoni in 2000 or Megan Fox.

An 8 would be Denise Richards, Natalie Portman, or Sharon Stone circa 1992.

My cousin and I also have very different tastes, which I think is a good thing, especially when you go out, then you're not competing with each other.

What about Kim Kardashian and Kylie Jenner ? How would you rate those two ?

[SargeMaximus]

It's funny how we have different gauges of the attractiveness scale.

For me a 7.5 means a sexy, busty woman. A 9 is Amelia Rose Blaire. A 10 is Anna Silk minus ten years.

A 1-5 is basically a women who holds no sexual interest for me whatsoever.

True that.

To me, Amelia Rose Blaire is a 6 (just tolerable, but not desirable)

Ana Silk is a 7.5.

My perfect 10 is Heidi Klum in 2001.

A 9 is someone like Tea Leoni in 2000 or Megan Fox.

An 8 would be Denise Richards, Natalie Portman, or Sharon Stone circa 1992.

My cousin and I also have very different tastes, which I think is a good thing, especially when you go out, then you're not competing with each other.

What about Kim Kardashian and Kylie Jenner ? How would you rate those two ?

Good question!

Kim is a 7 for me, while Kylie Jenner is an 8.5 for sure.

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ION, just got back from Walmart. SO MANY HOT GIRLS!

Man alive!!

I need to figure out more social skills stuff before I can effectively talk to them but man, I can't believe it.

Speaking of social skills, reading a ton of books about that and getting better every day, while also noticing BIG holes in my personality.

Social interactions are like walking on a very thin bridge with deathly falls on each side at times. I can see how social skills are what will make or break me, and am getting highly attuned to the signs of good social standing and poor social standing.

Also listening to a ton of books on Audible, including "No More Mr. Nice Guy" which is very good as well.

Also watching youtube videos about secret knowledge, illuminati, and stuff like that.

Also, finding a ton of new porn stars that are blowing my mind.

Seems I'm exploding from within.

I see myself as being able to be an alpha of the world if I just keep learning, improving, and executing.

Lots of looks from women and smiles too.

Finally, despite caffeine being "bad" I'm developing a coffee habit, tho I haven't had any since breakfast today.

[SargeMaximus]

Had a wet dream last night.

In it, I was walking around a coffee shop/bookstore and there were hot women everywhere.

In the dream I was thinking to myself "Careful not to get too aroused or you'll blow in your pants"

Then I saw a hot girl with big, natural tits in a crochet sweater that you could see through. She was not wearing a bra or anything underneath and one of her nipples was poking through one of the holes.

She walked past me and I thought to myself "I don't care if I bust with her around"

She went past me, her nipple touched my arm and I popped.

Lol. Good times on DMSI.

[Sanbosay]

Went to a bar last night with some co-workers.

The one guy brought a female who was definitely f*ckable.

The guy bought me a drink and the girl talked with me briefly but not much.


Later in the night she said to me "You're quiet" and I replied "I am." in the affirmative.

Then she was like "are you having a good time?" and I'm like "Yeah, having fun, you?" she was like "I'm having a blast!"

That was pretty much the extent of our convo. There were several other guys there who all wanted this girl, and me being "different" and "not chasing" did f*ck all.

I'm pretty sure one of the guys hooked up with her.

My biggest issue was finding a way to isolate. Bars suck for that, I really don't get it.
Also, since there were so many guys wanting her, it seemed like a waste of energy to compete with them.

EDIT: Oh yeah, at one point in our convo she was like "I like lesbian porn" and then I went into that. I asked her what her favorite scene was and favorite pornstars, to which she went 180 and was all like "huhhhh, whaaaa?" lol. Whatever.

When you talked briefly that was a sign of interest and she came back the second time to ask if you were having fun. Another sign of interest.

The fact that she keeps coming back says she wants you not the other guys so you are not in competition with anyone, you had the girl and she even talked about porn to get your mind to start thinking dirty about her.

And you isolate by being direct say something along the line "hey too much noise here I can barely hear you, let's move somewhere else" and you lead her to wherever you like and you bring the porn conversation back haha. Notice I didn't ask her I just assumed she will comply, trust me she will follow you, knowing that she likes you. You need confidence to pull this thou

[Tigerismyspirit]

And you isolate by being direct say something along the line "hey too much noise here I can barely hear you, let's move somewhere else" and you lead her to wherever you like and you bring the porn conversation back haha. Notice I didn't ask her I just assumed she will comply, trust me she will follow you, knowing that she likes you. You need confidence to pull this thou

Huh...I miss it man! When you have belief that you can pull the trigger, the girl simply follows your lead. Nowadays, with a few months of break from game, I've developed so much anxiety and oneitis around women that thinking about leading a woman turns my world upside down.