Shortly after I started this journal, I started a dedicated journal for my trading activities in a trading forum. It's has been only one day and I can see the benefits reaping in. My entire state of mind seems to be shifted from aimless thoughts into a directional way of thinking. I think I had some fears holding me back from having a public journal. I just wasnt ready to be held accountable. Way to go OF.
In the other hand, DMSI seems to be doing good. Where ever I go women stare at me. Even with me wearing a mask. I also got few private DM in instagram from different women.
There is this one girl I have been seeing for years now, on and off. She loves me alot, but lately I feel I no longer share the same feeling. She feels I should be 100% hers. She thinks she deserves all my attention and focus. I feel I deserve more. More not in a sense to block her out of my life. No, just to limit my time with her. I feel I deserve more women beside her.
Another friend of mine started to text me more often and snapchat me more. This particular girl I am really interested in. She been playing hard for longest while. She has alot of fear holding her back. One of them is "i know after you get everything from me, you will ditch m". I got as far as making out with her only. but today she text me how she misses me so much and want to hug me until I can't breathe. Haha not sure where this is coming from.
Overall I am feeling great today. No work pressure. No stress. No fear.
I'm going to run 2 loops of OF tonight. Then I will see how I feel tomorrow. I may run one loop of DMSI tomorrow afternoon
For those who have been Journaling for years, please feel free to share tips on how to journal.
In the other hand, DMSI seems to be doing good. Where ever I go women stare at me. Even with me wearing a mask. I also got few private DM in instagram from different women.
There is this one girl I have been seeing for years now, on and off. She loves me alot, but lately I feel I no longer share the same feeling. She feels I should be 100% hers. She thinks she deserves all my attention and focus. I feel I deserve more. More not in a sense to block her out of my life. No, just to limit my time with her. I feel I deserve more women beside her.
Another friend of mine started to text me more often and snapchat me more. This particular girl I am really interested in. She been playing hard for longest while. She has alot of fear holding her back. One of them is "i know after you get everything from me, you will ditch m". I got as far as making out with her only. but today she text me how she misses me so much and want to hug me until I can't breathe. Haha not sure where this is coming from.
Overall I am feeling great today. No work pressure. No stress. No fear.
I'm going to run 2 loops of OF tonight. Then I will see how I feel tomorrow. I may run one loop of DMSI tomorrow afternoon
For those who have been Journaling for years, please feel free to share tips on how to journal.
