11-19-2020, 08:29 PM
Since starting LTU6, I've been feeling alot of fear.
I would wake up in the middle of the night experiencing profound terror and sometimes even a panic attack.
I've become increasingly afraid of the dark and being alone.
Despite all the above, I've managed to persist my exposure to the sub. I am now moving into stage 4. I may have skipped a few days here and there but overall listening has been consistent.
My intuition tells me that this fear is a form of self-deception or sneaky resistance tactic to stop me from evolving. I just hope that things start to improve from now on.
I feel like I have changed since starting but I can't put a finger on exactly what has changed.
What's certain is that I won't give up. But man... it's getting really hard now.
I would wake up in the middle of the night experiencing profound terror and sometimes even a panic attack.
I've become increasingly afraid of the dark and being alone.
Despite all the above, I've managed to persist my exposure to the sub. I am now moving into stage 4. I may have skipped a few days here and there but overall listening has been consistent.
My intuition tells me that this fear is a form of self-deception or sneaky resistance tactic to stop me from evolving. I just hope that things start to improve from now on.
I feel like I have changed since starting but I can't put a finger on exactly what has changed.
What's certain is that I won't give up. But man... it's getting really hard now.
