Rubman's AM6 journey

[rubman]

Ok, so stage1 day 4...

As I have explained, now I have an extremelly useful tool, releasing resistance by self-love (approval). Whenever I feel not good about myself I release. The problem with famous "release technique" is that without love to yourself it takes 5 years instead of 1 month. That is the problem with releasing and misunderstanding for so many people, lack of self-approval.

I know this after some years into tapping (I do EFT and TAT, reiki, and chi circulation). BTW, I cured myself a red-eye problem with pingecula that was staying for 3 months without medicine, no doctors whatsoever, just energy methods (you can use energy methods to release, and to solve money problems too, even reiki for money problems, yes!).

So, when I feel bad, I release. Now the good thing is, when you have released a ton of shit... your mind practically drinks anything you put into it. The only problem is lack of objetives or Goals.

You have to have goals and think of it every day for some time. That is where subliminals come and are extremelly comfortable, no need to list, read, or do repetitive affirmations the old way.

If you have a lot to release then the sub has to do triple work. The last time I used AM6 for almost 4 months I didnt have a lot of anger or crying times because I was most ok... because of energy methods I used on myself I cured a lot.

So as I said, lets see how the sub works in a more clean state of mind. As I said I am free of stress, depression, whatsoever. Completely calm and peaceful state.

cheers.

[rubman]

Stage 1 day 8.

I've got that swagger again, in only 8 days!. Its like you don't look people in the eye but you know people is looking at you, like a magnetic thing.

I think subliminal is affecting online dating too, because my usual reply rate on dating sites has gone up... and I mean it must be because of my selfsteem which is affecting everything as I message women as always putting zero effort and being as brief as possible.

My voice is getting deeper again and my body language is changing, today I found myself looking at the mirror in a store and I am again stretched up unconsciously.

More incoming.

[dissonance]

rubman, hows it goin now?

[rubman]

Hi dissonance. At the time I posted I abandoned again. I have a tendency to feel BAD about attracting women in my life... like if I use subs I am cheating, but that thing is gone. If I have given up two times there won't be a third as I started again 2 months ago.

This time because I got an anxiety problems and couldn't breathe well with attacks (first time in my life, I am extremelly healthy) so... That was a reason to finish AM6 once and forever. In the first 2 weeks of using it again anxiety problem were erradicated totally.

Im using EFT/Tat, positive affirmations and AM6 again. What can I say? I dont feel guilty of using it anymore and one of the things I have developed (I am really changing my behaviour) is to get pissed off FAST by people, that did not sink in last time in 4 months. At the moment I have to control myself not to be a jerk with everyone as I get annoyed by the most pesky and little things. Even I am loosing fears when talking with women like, looking at them in the eyes I think You can talk whatever but wont make me feel bad again because I am a man of value.(sometimes they women try to shittest you in the most simple conversations).

Will post more changes as you know its a bit soon. Im starting stage 3 now. Cheers thank for posting.

[Natious]

Hi dissonance. At the time I posted I abandoned again. I have a tendency to feel BAD about attracting women in my life... like if I use subs I am cheating, but that thing is gone. If I have given up two times there won't be a third as I started again 2 months ago.

This time because I got an anxiety problems and couldn't breathe well with attacks (first time in my life, I am extremelly healthy) so... That was a reason to finish AM6 once and forever. In the first 2 weeks of using it again anxiety problem were erradicated totally.

Im using EFT/Tat, positive affirmations and AM6 again. What can I say? I dont feel guilty of using it anymore and one of the things I have developed (I am really changing my behaviour) is to get pissed off FAST by people, that did not sink in last time in 4 months. At the moment I have to control myself not to be a jerk with everyone as I get annoyed by the most pesky and little things. Even I am loosing fears when talking with women like, looking at them in the eyes I think You can talk whatever but wont make me feel bad again because I am a man of value.(sometimes they women try to shittest you in the most simple conversations).

Will post more changes as you know its a bit soon. Im starting stage 3 now. Cheers thank for posting.

I think I see what you mean with it being as a cheat, I can't help but sometimes feel like I'm a machine being programmed. However at the same time I feel like I'm moving closer towards the important answers that I have been looking for a long time.

I had a panic attack again yesterday (last one was about 5 months ago, followed by another one) and I've never had panic attacks before using these subs, my gut tells me it's because I'm facing all of these buried feelings and pain. I didn't take anything and tried to breathe trough it but I woke up at least 5 times with the same thing and then it disappeared.

I know how it feels to be on the edge of such confusion and anger that you want to quit the program and I humbly believe I'm not the only one (I'm a guy who's an expert on quitting things when they get tough). But every time something tells me that there's a reason why I'm doing this and because of this intuitive hunch I continue. One of the most important things I have learned so far being on AM6 is to listen to myself. When in pain or complete misery, I refuse to hide from it now. And this honestly is the complete opposite of what I used to do before. It's not easy by far but it's the right thing.
After this long mumbling what I'm getting at is listen to yourself, not just the voice that goes on in your head and tells you that you need to stop. Ask why? why am I so afraid? After all you are the one who's supposed to control the voices not they you.

[rubman]

I think I see what you mean with it being as a cheat, I can't help but sometimes feel like I'm a machine being programmed. However at the same time I feel like I'm moving closer towards the important answers that I have been looking for a long time.

I had a panic attack again yesterday (last one was about 5 months ago, followed by another one) and I've never had panic attacks before using these subs, my gut tells me it's because I'm facing all of these buried feelings and pain. I didn't take anything and tried to breathe trough it but I woke up at least 5 times with the same thing and then it disappeared.

I know how it feels to be on the edge of such confusion and anger that you want to quit the program and I humbly believe I'm not the only one (I'm a guy who's an expert on quitting things when they get tough). But every time something tells me that there's a reason why I'm doing this and because of this intuitive hunch I continue. One of the most important things I have learned so far being on AM6 is to listen to myself. When in pain or complete misery, I refuse to hide from it now. And this honestly is the complete opposite of what I used to do before. It's not easy by far but it's the right thing.
After this long mumbling what I'm getting at is listen to yourself, not just the voice that goes on in your head and tells you that you need to stop. Ask why? why am I so afraid? After all you are the one who's supposed to control the voices not they you.

You know for me its a karmic thing, like if I am going to fuck every hot girl around (because of past experiences with subconscious/energy/pheromones I can tell you THERE IS SOMETHING TO THIS and if you manipulate energy/thoughts things DO HAPPEN!) then I get nervous and think a lot about if I am being an integral man.

But now I think well you know, god/universe helps those who help themselves If its a bad thing or not to convert yourself in a real alpha and have almost all the women, when... There is war, there is rape, there is crime and those are the real worst things in the world a bit of advantage with women from our part I dont think is bad.

AM6 helps with health, zen attitude and makes yourself protected from bad influences from bad people So to me those are reasons valid to use it.

Its the first time in months that I feel its ok, I promised myself not to give up on AM6, no fear this time.

I cant promise I will avoid getting into problems and getting all the women but hey... that is the risk. What is life without experiences... bad or good. We are alive to live not to suffer about questions of doing the right thing every second.

Cheers.

PS. the effects of the sub are on his way, yesterday I faced a conversation with a woman and my mouth said things to her that for that moment I thought "WTF!! is this me!!!" my words completely devastated her (in a completely respectfull manner btw) and put her in the no-argument mode. Im not used to win conversations like that and finish like a real champion. AM6 makes you more inteligent

PS2. There is a part in AM6 about supplying your own love. THIS IS GOLD... because love attracts everything good, so not only will improve luck with women, but luck in general. (recently got 93 euros win on the spanish lotto, hey).

[rubman]

Into first days of stage 3...

-my walking has changed a bit. I walk now stretching my legs aaaall the way to the front like a bit humorous (rayman videogame way) but I feel very relaxed and it looks like people are afraid to walk with legs at full-stretch position or something like that.

-Last night went out to have some pizza with a friend. Women looking at me in the place, You know there are two ways of looking, one is just looking by in a fast manner, the other way is turning neck with interest, this is the most common I found. Like if a woman wants you to know they are looking at you they will keep turning necks at you no matter what or if you catch them.

-Last thing. Now I have zero interest when there are women around, even talking with me. Its like "oh yeah, yes whatever" and I prefer to keep silent most of the time. Not because of timidity or something like that, but more of feeling so secure that I dont need to talk to feel well or result in a very cool guy to the woman in question, I dont care. I am a person who talks a wayyy lot like a parrot, Now I am more calm in that way and prefer to listen.

-Dreams, well I cant remember most of the dreams these days, but I sure remember all of them are about "awakening". Edgar Cayce, who was a psychic and visionary, used to say that dreams are today what comes into your future tomorrow. So that part must be working.

More to come.... happy 2015!

[rubman]

Just to report, went to a party last night. I am starting to have looks, profound looks. I had some "deep" responses to my tries. Some of them were very apparent for an approach.

I wont approach as of yet, I want the sub to work more deeply so I have plenty of time to let it sink. I felt I could approach but for me it was fun just relying on just looks for now. Had some interesting conversations with unatractive girls. I approached a woman but she was a friend of a friend so that doesn't count.

You know, in Spain, I don't know in other countries if a woman approaches a man, she's a bitch or something worse. We have a very religiously deep influence and women here are usually ego inflated, with about 10 to 1 relationship of men to women, usually extremelly beta men and very difficult to handle behaviours from girls, like shield 400% on 24h. Only the absolute best of the best get the girls, and just counting on the "normal", not even the hot ones those here are on another league.

Cheers.

pd. Excuse my bad english, gentlemen.

[Mystic Pymp]

Don't force yourself on approaches, that's right. Not thinking about it and simply having fun in women's company is more important than approaching, especially while you still develop with AM6.

Yeah, here situation is similar. Most girl if they are interested with you won't approach you, they'd at best give you looks and maybe shy come to the same activity as you. It is thought that man should approach and if woman does it she's "easy". Such a BS.

[rubman]

Don't force yourself on approaches, that's right. Not thinking about it and simply having fun in women's company is more important than approaching, especially while you still develop with AM6.

Yeah, here situation is similar. Most girl if they are interested with you won't approach you, they'd at best give you looks and maybe shy come to the same activity as you. It is thought that man should approach and if woman does it she's "easy". Such a BS.

Yo know If I wanted I could have approached, I was very high on confidence you know crossing eye looks with every woman 3 meters around but I was so cool with friends. Some of them were drunk talking to me (I dont drink SO much, so I am always the last standing) and I do appreciate those moments of sincerity with friends, so no woman could disturb that, its sacred. (They tried to call my atention moving ass near me, bad move ).

You can feel those vibes like a cloud of pheromones floating around. May be next time.

[rubman]

Today I was thinking about that being a jerk is not so bad. I am not hitting people with a bat, neither punching them in stomack... you know, just joking but It does not feel bad to be a little jerky. In essence, it feels REALLY good. Liberating.

I hear people talking about women do prefer the jerks, and how they hate them for that. This is pure jealous, that wont be good for them. We have to accept people how they really are, bitchy or jerk like whatever.

Manifestation of a new circle of friends has been successful. I am expanding my group of people slowly but surely.

AM6 is making me more happy, absolutely zero anxiety, and I feel best than ever. This year is gonna be Strong!

Long life the new jerk!

[rubman]

yesterday I was having some coffee with friends in a crowded cafeteria.

I observed how I have lost almost completely my fear to look directly in the eyes. The strange thing is how women are responding. 90% probably keep eyes with me and Im not used to that. Its like it worries me the same than looking at the floor, nothing!

So it looks like AM6 is kicking ass, more than never

[SargeMaximus]

yesterday I was having some coffee with friends in a crowded cafeteria.

I observed how I have lost almost completely my fear to look directly in the eyes. The strange thing is how women are responding. 90% probably keep eyes with me and Im not used to that. Its like it worries me the same than looking at the floor, nothing!

So it looks like AM6 is kicking ass, more than never

That's awesome. I myself still have trouble looking people in the eyes, because I project into the future hassles or negative things coming out of it.

[rubman]

That's awesome. I myself still have trouble looking people in the eyes, because I project into the future hassles or negative things coming out of it.

The only problem is that I feel a bit like Hannibal lecter. xD People is not used to that.

The other may be called problem is I dont care AMOGS, or men friends... even if they are dangerous looking, because I dont care really I just care for the woman in question.

But, lets say I sit down in a place, I do look at a woman/girl I like who is more or less at sight. Then the woman reacts and looks at me.

The interesting part is they keep looking, some smile, some quit fast and turn back to look again in a few moments.

I can feel somekind of connection, maybe there is some energy there. Because everytime I feel that I feel very very relaxed.

Or... maybe Im getting a bit mad but the vast majority of men here are not able to look in the eye, or I havent observed that. Not in a coffee bar or something people is more doing his thing, except me of course I talk to friends and look at them at the same time like I dont mind xD

pd: I warn you, this is not the usual stuff for me. I have just turned into 37 y.o. so Im an old bloke looking them in the eye like a pervert and I get eyelooks back with interests and smiles. So, it MUST be the sub

pd2: I forgot to add two days ago I got in an argument with a woman I didnt know whom I just met in a party. I was like "Oh c'mon" throwing anti bS at her... at the end of the night she talked to me but I didnt like her so I was indifferent. I felt sorry but I think is better not put attention in people you are not attracted to or you can give false ilusion.

AS always, I hope you understand my english which is not my native language (im spanish).