Rocks x4a-1000 Journal

[Diablojack00]

March 6, 24

I get what you're saying. I think the crying was because for the last month I haven't talked to my family over dumb stuff. 

So ...
This is day 2 without x4a 1000 and my mom asked me to take her to Shoneys.


A few minutes after being seated. Morgan brought drinks as we always get the same thing every time. 

Morgan talked to us a lot.

She cleaned the table behind me and she stood behind me and talked about what she'd cleaned that morning. I looked behind myself at her then realized... make her orient herself to me. So I turned around and she got closer to me.

She held her arm out straight to show me something on it and we both laughed on something she said and I lifted my hand to nudge her arm but she'd dropped it. She held her arm out again so I held her arm and kinda slid my hand along the underside of her forearm and when my hand touched her thumb pad I naturally dropped my hand.

This happened within 2-3 seconds. We were still laughing.

I just intended to nudge her arm upward to be playfully but that happened instead. 

After that she walked off for a minute or two and came kept coming back to talk.

So mom and I checked out and Morgan and I had to wait on a manager to finish with the register.

She and  I waited and talked. I told her how to play a joke on everyone by saying some one here is possessed by an owl and whoever says Who first is possessed. She thought it was funny.

That's it besides the good byes.

Morgan is 21 and I don't think she's very experienced with dating. I could be wrong. But her twin Maddy has had a boyfriend for 4 yrs now and Maddy which is also 21 just acts like she knows what's going on when she talks to me.

I mean the way Maddy looks at me like she'd tear me up. 

Can't wait till this break is over and I begin x4a 1511

The age difference... consider what they are used to versus what you are.  They grew up in different times than you did. 

Maddy looks at you like she'd tear you up how exactly?  That could mean several different things ranging from "Sign me up!" to "Run away!"

There's a big difference in age.. 22 yrs ...I have allowed her to get to know me each time I'm at the restaurant.

Maddy looks at me and locks eyes. She always breaks eye contact first. But it's the I'd bang the crap out of you look.

It's like between 3 to 7 seconds or longer... feels like a long time.