Robstar's journey to alphahood

[robstar]

It's been a while. Convenient that stage 5 finishes today, the 31st of December.
The resistance I've been battling with has been insane since I last posted. I really hoped that this run would be smoother than last run, but no such luck. I've been over-indulging in porn and poppy tea, trying to escape my feelings, and I'm just done. No more porn. No more poppy tea. No more escaping from my feelings. I've never felt this level of resolve before, and I know that I've been the one keeping my resistance in place by running from it. No more. Last year stage 5 had the worst resistance for me, and this year is absolutely no different, and last year it all came together in stage 6, so here's hoping the same this time round. Actually, no hoping, I will make it so.

[Dzemoo]

yeah i still wonder why the hell it has to be that hard, all the growth seems sometimes useless compared to the resistance and side effects

[Life]

Lmao I'm surprised this guy posted a meme. The resistance is totally worth it. After a while that pain and results which come from it are nothing compared to the challenges you seek. Life starts to change dramatically. Atleast that's what I experienced.

[robstar]

Lmao I'm surprised this guy posted a meme. The resistance is totally worth it. After a while that pain and results which come from it are nothing compared to the challenges you seek. Life starts to change dramatically. Atleast that's what I experienced.

I think so. From what I remember of my first run, the resistance during stages 3-5, while terrible, was worth what I gained by the end of stage 6.

[robstar]

yeah i still wonder why the hell it has to be that hard, all the growth seems sometimes useless compared to the resistance and side effects

It's definitely possible for change to be more effortless, I've experienced it with releasing, maybe future generations will be.

[JackOfHearts]

From what I read I don't have as much resistance as you guys seems to notice. At least not on this stage 5, I never felt so powerful, even If I'm bored when I'm home and not everything is perfect.

But It's my third run on AM (AM5-AM6-AM6), so maybe that's the reason.
Like Guider said, the resistance is totally worth it. Even if the resistance was harder I would do it anyway.

[Dzemoo]

From what I read I don't have as much resistance as you guys seems to notice. At least not on this stage 5, I never felt so powerful, even If I'm bored when I'm home and not everything is perfect.

But It's my third run on AM (AM5-AM6-AM6), so maybe that's the reason.
Like Guider said, the resistance is totally worth it. Even if the resistance was harder I would do it anyway.

Thats because you sticked with alpha i switched to magnets in between

[robstar]

Ahh... I'm starting to feel the smoothness of stage 6. It's starting to come together, the short bursts of confidence I felt through stages 1-5 are starting to clump together and become consistent. I feel the slight cockiness and carefreeness that I remember feeling at the end of last run. AM6 definitely delivers, for me it feels like its doing nothing until stage 6.

[Light]

Nice results Robstar. Most guys report a difficult stage 6 in fact.i think that u really nailed the AM6 points and goals, since u have no resistence in the end. My logic is: no resistence in stage 6 is indicative of assimilating AM6 goals successfully. But im not sure if my logic is right!

[Vincent_Vega]

Nice results Robstar. Most guys report a difficult stage 6 in fact.i think that u really nailed the AM6 points and goals, since u have no resistence in the end. My logic is: no resistence in stage 6 is indicative of assimilating AM6 goals successfully. But im not sure if my logic is right!

Shannon said something like this. So I guess you are right.