At this point im strong enough to handle whatever is going on but whyyyyyyyyy 
i switched to A two days ago and im still feeling drained. If this was me a while back id run away but no longer. I can't logically fiqure it out. Is it resistance that is making feel this bad, is it Real Life and i should be doing something about it. Im just 22 and have been running subs for 2 years now. I dont know where i stand! I feel emotionally frained and all i wanna do is procrasinate to stop thinking about it except im not doing that.
Things do get better eventually but im starting to doubt my startegy because of the way things have been going. I see any problem from 10 different angles and that type of over analyzing is a double edged sword. Maybe i need get rid of those crazy expectations i have with myself.
i switched to A two days ago and im still feeling drained. If this was me a while back id run away but no longer. I can't logically fiqure it out. Is it resistance that is making feel this bad, is it Real Life and i should be doing something about it. Im just 22 and have been running subs for 2 years now. I dont know where i stand! I feel emotionally frained and all i wanna do is procrasinate to stop thinking about it except im not doing that.Things do get better eventually but im starting to doubt my startegy because of the way things have been going. I see any problem from 10 different angles and that type of over analyzing is a double edged sword. Maybe i need get rid of those crazy expectations i have with myself.
INTJ
