Razib's OAA journal

[Tigerismyspirit]

Why is it hat you feel the need to approach all these woman? We all have voids to fill. If you feel you have to approach all these ladies and get laid all the time then you likely have some traumas and hangups that you need to address first. If you've really approached 3000 in the past few years, maybe you need to change more than just approach anxiety. I do not mean to insult or discourage you. I am not suggestion you stop OAA, I am suggesting you look at other more advanced subs after you have used OAA for awhile. Look into DMSI.

Welcome to the rabbit hole

Agree if you feel you have to approach consistently it leads me to believe that you are looking for external validation. This is something I had to wrestle with for along time. The good news is DMSI will sort this out and ground you so the only validation you need is from inside yourself.

You couldn't be more right, brother. Looking back on it, it makes me want to throw up. What a little **** I was! I would seek validation from not only girls but mostly dudes that were into picking up women. I would show them that I can do it. The girls would be able to realize instantly that my game sucked and they would leave me. I would even try to validate by boasting about my lays that I didn't even had. Fast forward to now, I feel my ego is getting crushed day by day. Which is a good thing. I don't seek validation from anybody. I know that when the result will come, my attitude and demeanor will flash it. I know good things are going to happen to me. However, I'm not ashamed of that part since I consider this entire thing as a big process that made me end up on DMSI. I'm so glad that I did. The last few days have been amazing. I don't know what I'm writing here since this is autopilot doing it