07-09-2017, 01:18 PM
As you all know I stopped running DMSI because of the insane indigestion it gave me. I really want to run an AYP but have a bit of a problem. I have a oneitis who is really just a pipe dream as regards hooking up with. However she is a brunette (park that!).
I ran the 5G AYPSL a long time ago for about 4 months with no result. The problem in part was that deep down I didn't really want just a sexual relationship so I gave up on that sub. Most of the board agreed with me as the reason for possible failure and I believe Shannon did to. Now I want to run an AYP to attract a romantic relationship. The problem is I'm wanting to run the brunette one because my consciously ideal woman is the oneitis mentioned above, so I would hope it would attract her. However, if she is not my actual "ideal" one then running that sub would be a waste of time as it's her I would be focused on and not allow the sub freedom to do it's job. If I run any other AYP then will that also fail because deep down I want the aforementioned oneitis brunette?
What should I do?
I ran the 5G AYPSL a long time ago for about 4 months with no result. The problem in part was that deep down I didn't really want just a sexual relationship so I gave up on that sub. Most of the board agreed with me as the reason for possible failure and I believe Shannon did to. Now I want to run an AYP to attract a romantic relationship. The problem is I'm wanting to run the brunette one because my consciously ideal woman is the oneitis mentioned above, so I would hope it would attract her. However, if she is not my actual "ideal" one then running that sub would be a waste of time as it's her I would be focused on and not allow the sub freedom to do it's job. If I run any other AYP then will that also fail because deep down I want the aforementioned oneitis brunette?
What should I do?