07-12-2021, 12:40 PM
Day 55, T-Minus 127 days until end, 3rd day ON,
I am experiencing a lot more inner peace; I find that my minor frustrations get expressed while at work, as there is too much to do and many covert expectations placed upon me. I also rack my brain about how to improve my workflow/online platform using technology.
I was surprised by how little I panicked about a potential pregnancy scare; not a positive test, but an accidental "point-blank shotgun blast" (if you catch my drift). It occupied my thoughts every now and again, but I did not experience negative emotions, instead devising contingency plans based on X or Y happening. She's just now messaged me and said that she bought and used a "shotgun recovery pill" (if you catch my drift).
PS: I know I can use the real terms, but I'm having too much fun.
I am experiencing a lot more inner peace; I find that my minor frustrations get expressed while at work, as there is too much to do and many covert expectations placed upon me. I also rack my brain about how to improve my workflow/online platform using technology.
I was surprised by how little I panicked about a potential pregnancy scare; not a positive test, but an accidental "point-blank shotgun blast" (if you catch my drift). It occupied my thoughts every now and again, but I did not experience negative emotions, instead devising contingency plans based on X or Y happening. She's just now messaged me and said that she bought and used a "shotgun recovery pill" (if you catch my drift).
PS: I know I can use the real terms, but I'm having too much fun.
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