12-22-2023, 06:25 AM
Day 91,
Had a dream where I saw a bunch of vans/buses roll up with men in balaclavas and AK-47s; I was with an ex (girl I used to hook up with) and I led her across the giant mall-like building I was in.
Got into an employee-only area and bumped into staff that I used to work with; I brought up these news to them, and they didn't seem shocked.
They said that a guy intervened on some of their business the other day, and they want to retaliate.
I don't think that I dreamed it, but I had the memory of intervening.
"Oh shit", they were coming for me. I had no weapons and no feeling that I could properly defend myself.
I wasn't worried about being shot, but rather that I would be captured and t*rtured.
It woke me up and it took about 45 minutes for me to calm down enough to return to sleep.
Had a dream where I saw a bunch of vans/buses roll up with men in balaclavas and AK-47s; I was with an ex (girl I used to hook up with) and I led her across the giant mall-like building I was in.
Got into an employee-only area and bumped into staff that I used to work with; I brought up these news to them, and they didn't seem shocked.
They said that a guy intervened on some of their business the other day, and they want to retaliate.
I don't think that I dreamed it, but I had the memory of intervening.
"Oh shit", they were coming for me. I had no weapons and no feeling that I could properly defend myself.
I wasn't worried about being shot, but rather that I would be captured and t*rtured.
It woke me up and it took about 45 minutes for me to calm down enough to return to sleep.
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