12-13-2023, 08:40 PM
Day 82,
I feel like there's something that my subconscious mind doesn't want to face square on. As though it's avoiding an important fact of life that, once absorbed and integrated, will make me fearless, effective, and integrated; but it hasn't been absorbed yet.
Until this year, I've had a relentless drive towards projects, but I've gotten myself to the point where I needed to market and sell myself, and that's where those projects have fallen apart, much like an invisible wall. I believe that my current work is much closer to that invisible wall.
I feel like there's something that my subconscious mind doesn't want to face square on. As though it's avoiding an important fact of life that, once absorbed and integrated, will make me fearless, effective, and integrated; but it hasn't been absorbed yet.
Until this year, I've had a relentless drive towards projects, but I've gotten myself to the point where I needed to market and sell myself, and that's where those projects have fallen apart, much like an invisible wall. I believe that my current work is much closer to that invisible wall.
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