Day 79,
Feels like people don't actually listen to me when I'm talking. That, or my voice isn't carrying.
It happened online with people I'm trying to talk to - it felt like they only acknowledged 50% of what I was saying, and gave a response - with a friend at my gym who would literally not hear what I was saying and gave a different answer. And it just happened at dinner today; felt like I was only being heard about 50-70% of the time, where other people would butt in and overtalk me, or I felt rushed.
In a video game which involves strategy - Left 4 Dead - I made pointed suggestions to stay together and to avoid getting picked off by 'special' enemies, which stun lock you. They didn't listen, and they paid the price. They beg for health packs, refill their health, then stand in front of crowds of zombies, get surrounded, and take tons of damage. Frustrating.
Feels like people don't actually listen to me when I'm talking. That, or my voice isn't carrying.
It happened online with people I'm trying to talk to - it felt like they only acknowledged 50% of what I was saying, and gave a response - with a friend at my gym who would literally not hear what I was saying and gave a different answer. And it just happened at dinner today; felt like I was only being heard about 50-70% of the time, where other people would butt in and overtalk me, or I felt rushed.
In a video game which involves strategy - Left 4 Dead - I made pointed suggestions to stay together and to avoid getting picked off by 'special' enemies, which stun lock you. They didn't listen, and they paid the price. They beg for health packs, refill their health, then stand in front of crowds of zombies, get surrounded, and take tons of damage. Frustrating.
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