10-25-2021, 03:59 AM
Took a break last night.. shits been hitting the fan today. Woke up this morning pretty rough. Im fearfull around so many things, like all falls apart. Now, normally I wouldnt care so much ( the whole whatever can be taken away from you aint you kinda thing ) but now, some part aint having it. My mind is literally screaming. Subtle fear attacks, oh boy.
Pump at the gym was ridiculous. I realized how bonkers it is to be intimidated by beauty. It makes no sense at all.
Releasing insecurities has me walking on air. Its amazing.
I have some fears coming up and im scared I create this deliberately within me. Manifestation goes quick nowadays, so.. this fear of creating that, has me spinning, confused, overthinking, mentally leading to being burned out, yet I cannot shake it off. Its a pattern of backfire. Feeling out of control.
Eventually itll pass. Its a process. Its looking 10 steps beyond this. When focussed on fear it becomes bigger ( like everything ) and before you know you face a wall and its all there is, blinding you.
Pump at the gym was ridiculous. I realized how bonkers it is to be intimidated by beauty. It makes no sense at all.
Releasing insecurities has me walking on air. Its amazing.
I have some fears coming up and im scared I create this deliberately within me. Manifestation goes quick nowadays, so.. this fear of creating that, has me spinning, confused, overthinking, mentally leading to being burned out, yet I cannot shake it off. Its a pattern of backfire. Feeling out of control.
Eventually itll pass. Its a process. Its looking 10 steps beyond this. When focussed on fear it becomes bigger ( like everything ) and before you know you face a wall and its all there is, blinding you.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
