At my parents right now and feeling lightly drained and depressed, clearly something going on under the hood. Memories are surfacing. Im now getting out of the rut. OF is like a rocket going off, without anytjing able to stop it. Meanwhile fears are selected, exposed and released. Fear around age ( its something that bothered, fear of missing out, not good enough ) aswell as fear masquerading as morality.
Im somewhat emotional right now. My isolating tendencies are exposed as beaing fears. As another excuse.
Im somewhat emotional right now. My isolating tendencies are exposed as beaing fears. As another excuse.
