07-15-2021, 11:24 AM
(07-14-2021, 06:37 AM)Kol Wrote: Im doing really really well on 2 loops ultrasonic. Im still somewhat in the mood of "leave me alone" but thats pasding/fading slowly. After running 2loops this morning, I executed instantly and things simply unfolded. Its the sweetspot for me. First sub I favor ultrasonic and do very well on.
Im really damn comfy with myself in public, which is awesome.
Fears are noticably letting up.
Noticed a strong attitude in the gym bordering antisocial seeking conflict, a eort of tempting and certain fearlessness. I actually want to get in the ring now, which is a huge contrast.
Saw this woman on a bicycle. Obese. My go to thought is "how can someone let it come this far" now, I was thinking "but it could be medical" which peaked my interest in the medical field and im thrilled about it. On DMSI, I started studying and learing radiology. CT-scans, MRI-scans, fluor scans, that kinda stuff. Still got it in me merely writing this feels like a vocation and coming home to myself.
Im thriving. Euphoric. Im viewing myself as very good looking. Headturns are present as ever and I catch myself locking eyes after I already locked. Autopilot.
Im singing while driving nowadays. I was fearless at the phone this morning. It was amazing.
Fears are removed one by one. You did it Shannon, you did it!
Very pleased you're getting such good results!
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!