When I was done training and drove home, I saw this fine brunette walking. We locked eyes and I thought "being in love is so cool" followed by "those redpill coaches are bitter af" today I wanted to be left alone.
Some scarcity is surfacing regarding wealth and finances. I tried to squash it before ( seemed to be similar while running ums, this actively trying to make it work) but I merely supressed it. Adressing and going through it now. Fear of death(?) It proved to be smoke and mirrors. Resisting and coping keeps it alive. I found myself saying it out loud, repeating what it is, and it dissolved. Fear of adressing it and avoiding it? Check. Acknowledging and going through it opens up new ways and options.
Im already taking 2 days off again. Less is more. Trusting myself more.
Some scarcity is surfacing regarding wealth and finances. I tried to squash it before ( seemed to be similar while running ums, this actively trying to make it work) but I merely supressed it. Adressing and going through it now. Fear of death(?) It proved to be smoke and mirrors. Resisting and coping keeps it alive. I found myself saying it out loud, repeating what it is, and it dissolved. Fear of adressing it and avoiding it? Check. Acknowledging and going through it opens up new ways and options.
Im already taking 2 days off again. Less is more. Trusting myself more.
