(07-12-2021, 01:14 PM)tolgaocal80 Wrote: hi, did you ever use AM,ASC or SE kind of sub?
No. My first was E2. I dabbled with ASC a night or two, but never stayed with it. I considered AM after E2, but went on Ultimate Detox after that. I did SE 5.5 for a few weeks just prior to UD, but it really highlighted beliefs and feelings I had been trying to hide, so I pulled off. UD was a freeing sub for me since it scraped off the scab I'd been trying to protect.
I believe I've spent a LOT of time avoiding the elephant in (my) room. I think....I just think.... OF3 is revealing it. A young childhood trauma, which I've "written" about, I've bumped up against it with some subliminals, but it's held its place firmly.
I can't speak on the above subs you mention because....well, OF3 is digging in presently, like it's planning its attack, seeking my assistance. In most of my experience, confidence and self-esteem subs have worked beautifully for a while. But they've also been diminished and tainted with old emotional hurts I still carry.
Honestly, I have an inner disgust with mentioning this stuff, as I used to do so with ill intentions. I did that for years.......but as OF3 digs in, I sense a needing to clear out old shit. It has no rightful place in my life!!
I wasn't created to live like this!!!
I'm angry, and that's saying something for me.
Edit: I did do LTU5 for many months. The feel-good and confidence on that was addicting. LTU5 worked beautifully for me
I want to be FREE!
