07-08-2021, 11:12 PM
Day 5
Rest Day 3
Something I'm seeing, and have been seeing these last few days, is how I'm (habitually) sabotaging myself. But what's different is I'm not owned by fear and imagined helplessness over it. I'm thinking of how Shannon wrote we'd have to start using our conscious minds vs. letting our fears make our decisions, and that's happening.
I'm still feeling some fear over sabotaging myself, but I can tell (and feel) that's it's a habitual fear response. I've usually felt it, felt defeated, and would actually look for ways to f*** something up. I'm just feeling freer this morning. Nice Shannon
Rest Day 3
Something I'm seeing, and have been seeing these last few days, is how I'm (habitually) sabotaging myself. But what's different is I'm not owned by fear and imagined helplessness over it. I'm thinking of how Shannon wrote we'd have to start using our conscious minds vs. letting our fears make our decisions, and that's happening.
I'm still feeling some fear over sabotaging myself, but I can tell (and feel) that's it's a habitual fear response. I've usually felt it, felt defeated, and would actually look for ways to f*** something up. I'm just feeling freer this morning. Nice Shannon
I want to be FREE!
