07-08-2021, 02:33 PM
Day 4
Rest Day 2
I noticed something when I got off work. While relaxing my mind and body, I had a strange awareness just barely show itself.
I noticed OF3 was quietly digging deeper into my fear banks, like it's been clearing out some surface stuff first, the many things I've thought were real issues, when maybe they're not.
Going with that, I have another rest day tomorrow. I used to really dislike them since a lot of subs I've used have felt good while actively listening to them. Pausing listening equated to not feeling confident, hopeful, or just peacefully content. But I'm kind of excited to see more execution. My last memory of doing this was with OF v.1, which I used all of a few weeks last year. It was only a few days I was off, but one morning I woke up--and I was unusually unafraid. I journaled about it--for it was really, really obvious to me. I look forward to tomorrow.
Rest Day 2
I noticed something when I got off work. While relaxing my mind and body, I had a strange awareness just barely show itself.
I noticed OF3 was quietly digging deeper into my fear banks, like it's been clearing out some surface stuff first, the many things I've thought were real issues, when maybe they're not.
Going with that, I have another rest day tomorrow. I used to really dislike them since a lot of subs I've used have felt good while actively listening to them. Pausing listening equated to not feeling confident, hopeful, or just peacefully content. But I'm kind of excited to see more execution. My last memory of doing this was with OF v.1, which I used all of a few weeks last year. It was only a few days I was off, but one morning I woke up--and I was unusually unafraid. I journaled about it--for it was really, really obvious to me. I look forward to tomorrow.
I want to be FREE!
