07-07-2021, 01:13 AM
Day 3
1st rest day
2 loops daily
OF3 is definitely working. I listened last night, and this morning I know it's still working, evidenced by me writing now.
Since I'd already done a week of listening about 3 weeks back, I found out one loop was not enough presently, so I'm doing 2 and will pay attention to see if it needs adjusting.
I had an interesting daydream yesterday at work, and I've had similar daydreams on Shannon's subs before. OF3 was prompting me to consider things I've not done out of fear and I thought about being in a committed relationship with a beautiful woman. I had a feeling of inadequacy come up, but I was going through my desired plan in my mind.
I realized I wanted to be in my girl's father's favor, and I imagined having that first (fearful) conversation with him. As I created my defense in my head, I felt strength and fear battling each other. It was at this moment I realized a relationship fear I've carried. The daydream ended, and it was a nice coupling of true desires and internal fears showing themselves.
I'll share more later, but I'm heading out..........hold on--gonna be honest. I'm skipping out since old fears of rejection are surfacing the more I write. OF3 definitely has its work cut out for me.
1st rest day
2 loops daily
OF3 is definitely working. I listened last night, and this morning I know it's still working, evidenced by me writing now.
Since I'd already done a week of listening about 3 weeks back, I found out one loop was not enough presently, so I'm doing 2 and will pay attention to see if it needs adjusting.
I had an interesting daydream yesterday at work, and I've had similar daydreams on Shannon's subs before. OF3 was prompting me to consider things I've not done out of fear and I thought about being in a committed relationship with a beautiful woman. I had a feeling of inadequacy come up, but I was going through my desired plan in my mind.
I realized I wanted to be in my girl's father's favor, and I imagined having that first (fearful) conversation with him. As I created my defense in my head, I felt strength and fear battling each other. It was at this moment I realized a relationship fear I've carried. The daydream ended, and it was a nice coupling of true desires and internal fears showing themselves.
I'll share more later, but I'm heading out..........hold on--gonna be honest. I'm skipping out since old fears of rejection are surfacing the more I write. OF3 definitely has its work cut out for me.
I want to be FREE!