06-29-2014, 02:10 PM
So this sub has finally come to an end, I did 34 days total since I missed one day and had 2 days of only around 6 hours each.
Results: Since I'm not good with goals I didn't have any specific outcome that I expected, but I have seen some changes over the time. It's hard to compare day 1 with day 34, but I can say that this sub has pushed me at least a little towards development, it might be that I have sabotaged the progress a bit, like I have given in to the urge of gaming hardcore and past week or so I haven't had a sober day.
I might cope better with the results of upcoming EPRHA program, since I have realized that I have a lot of fear, guild and shame hidden inside and that's basically keeping me from going out and living a life worth living.
My confidence has been up and down, more down than up, which might mean that I have a whole lot of resistance, am already confident or all these negative beliefs block that feeling.
Out of curiosity, do I have to wait a week before the next program or can I start now?
Results: Since I'm not good with goals I didn't have any specific outcome that I expected, but I have seen some changes over the time. It's hard to compare day 1 with day 34, but I can say that this sub has pushed me at least a little towards development, it might be that I have sabotaged the progress a bit, like I have given in to the urge of gaming hardcore and past week or so I haven't had a sober day.
I might cope better with the results of upcoming EPRHA program, since I have realized that I have a lot of fear, guild and shame hidden inside and that's basically keeping me from going out and living a life worth living.
My confidence has been up and down, more down than up, which might mean that I have a whole lot of resistance, am already confident or all these negative beliefs block that feeling.
Out of curiosity, do I have to wait a week before the next program or can I start now?
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
