05-28-2014, 01:47 PM
Day 2: I've had some anger issues, not sure what events triggered the anger.
Yesterday evening I felt completely spent, couldn't think anymore and something pushed me to grab alcohol as a solution. Drank for 12 hours straight with my dad not sleeping though the night and smoked again after 2 months of quitting. Probably my own fault sitting down in bad environment again. Bit on that bait like a dumb bass.
Passed out in my bed and still managed to get ASC playing for 12 hours.
I can only remember one dream which was about 10-20 guys chasing me and some small chubby kid that was hiding behind a car. They threw bottles at us.
Not really sure of that dream or what it was supposed to be, maybe just from drinking too much.
Confidence wise I'm feeling back at my natural state, not really confident. Will get sober and see how I feel then.
Yesterday evening I felt completely spent, couldn't think anymore and something pushed me to grab alcohol as a solution. Drank for 12 hours straight with my dad not sleeping though the night and smoked again after 2 months of quitting. Probably my own fault sitting down in bad environment again. Bit on that bait like a dumb bass.
Passed out in my bed and still managed to get ASC playing for 12 hours.
I can only remember one dream which was about 10-20 guys chasing me and some small chubby kid that was hiding behind a car. They threw bottles at us.
Not really sure of that dream or what it was supposed to be, maybe just from drinking too much.
Confidence wise I'm feeling back at my natural state, not really confident. Will get sober and see how I feel then.
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
