08-30-2021, 07:50 AM
Day 60
August is almost over so I thought I'd post an update. I've lurked for a minute or two every other day, I had some of my subs lost but mail to the shop helped me restore them.
I've done some serious work these past 3 weeks but still a lot is left to be done. At least one more month I guess, I should be done by the end of September but I may not make it by then. I hate every moment of it and have just wanna be done with the work but I'm too proud and stubborn to quit. The sad thing is that because of that most things I'm thinking about right now are work related. This made me extremely antisocial and I've quit some of my good habits. I'm keeping everything together though and it looks like the future is bright.
As for the sub I'm listening to it probably much more than I should. I listen to it on ultrasonic while working and funnily enough it doesn't drain me. I feel more decisive but I wouldn't say fearless. There are some subtle changes but nothing worth sharing I think. I cannot wait for a time when I'll be able to test the sub in the wild but at this moment all I can justify is either work or rest - there's so little room so self-development right now it's scary.
August is almost over so I thought I'd post an update. I've lurked for a minute or two every other day, I had some of my subs lost but mail to the shop helped me restore them.
I've done some serious work these past 3 weeks but still a lot is left to be done. At least one more month I guess, I should be done by the end of September but I may not make it by then. I hate every moment of it and have just wanna be done with the work but I'm too proud and stubborn to quit. The sad thing is that because of that most things I'm thinking about right now are work related. This made me extremely antisocial and I've quit some of my good habits. I'm keeping everything together though and it looks like the future is bright.
As for the sub I'm listening to it probably much more than I should. I listen to it on ultrasonic while working and funnily enough it doesn't drain me. I feel more decisive but I wouldn't say fearless. There are some subtle changes but nothing worth sharing I think. I cannot wait for a time when I'll be able to test the sub in the wild but at this moment all I can justify is either work or rest - there's so little room so self-development right now it's scary.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
