09-08-2014, 12:17 PM
Here we go. Did AM6 has some impact on me? Yes, it had. Am I the ultimate alpha now? Probably not. Why? I already mentioned somewhere that I come from a point far below an average guy, so change take time. I think two more runs will do the trick. But it doesn't lower the results I got. My confidence and social comfort went up, the fears and neediness went down. Now I am usually able to make and maintain eye contact, even with good looking women, I am able to smile at them (and often get a smile back). I feel more relaxed in social environments, my body language has improved. I went from a point where getting women (I even would have been happy with A woman) was the only thing I could think of to the point where other areas of my life became almost as important as women. I went from a point not wanting to be a millionaire and not wanting to become an entrepreneur (because I feared the risk and responsibility) to really considering it. To be honest, if someone had told me about 1,5 - 2 years ago that I spend $500 for a subliminal program, I would have laughed him out. But now I think it was the most important purchase I have made regarding my own development.
I rated the points in the list based on the initial state I was in, not on the state I think it could be possible. But like I said I am still seeing room for improvement in almost all areas. So here comes the list:
• Increased self confidence
- Yes
• Increased self respect.
- Yes
• Better self control.
- I am buying less useless stuff I would say there is an improvement in these terms. When it comes to things like beating up some guys or so I never was like that.
• Little to no interest in and concern with what others think of you or your actions.
- Definitely less interest than before
• More interest and comfort in being your own man and doing your own thing.
- Yes
• Better self esteem.
- Yes
• Better self image.
- Yes, some positive changes here
• Stronger sense of self.
- Not sure what does it exactly mean compared to self esteem, self image and confidence so hard to rate how it changed
• Being able to handle rejection without taking it personally.
- Didn't have many occasions to test it, but as far I can tell I had some improvement here
• More social confidence.
- Yes, but it's one of the points where I am seeing a lot room for improvement
• Less to no social anxiety.
- Less anxiety, but here the same like the point above
• Enjoying socializing more.
- Yes, but like the other social parts it can be improved
• Much more confidence and relaxation when dealing with women in general, and especially those you find attractive.
- Yes, I feel better here
• Willingness, confidence and ability to simply walk away from situations you don’t like.
- I am not sure I had such a situation where I would have stayed in before
• Refusal to allow yourself to be taken advantage of, walked on or treated poorly by anyone, but especially females.
- I got one situation in mind I definitely solved different than I would have before. Besides of that I don't remember women or people in general treated me poorly
• Alpha/Dominant male body language.
- Yes, much better bodylanguage
• Alpha/Dominant male attitude.
- I am not sure what male attitude is really about, so hard to tell. But if it means that people respect me more so yes. Had situations where (male) people excuses themselves just for touching me accidentally. And people usually walk out of my way (which was completely opposite before)
• Alpha/Dominant male “aura” of unexplainable sexual attractiveness that women love so much.
- Yes, much more women look at me and smile. Especially at stage 5 some made body contact without any logical reason for.
• Alpha/Dominant male eye contact and communication.
- Eye contact is much better, when it comes to communication I just can tell I feel like people respect me more if I talk to them and more people ask me for advice than before.
• Better, more easily expressed sense of humor.
- Don't know
• Enjoying the company of others, and especially beautiful women, more and more comfortably and easily.
- Yes
• More beautiful women in your life.
- Besides of those who make eye contact and smiling at me in the city there is no change in my personal life
• Having beautiful women notice you more, find you more attractive, and want to be with you more, physically, sexually, relationally and emotionally. (In other words, they’ll want to spend more time around you, be much more likely to want you as a boyfriend/lover/husband, and be more interested in you both sexually and emotionally.)
- Yes, they notice me more, but besides of that I don't know what they think or feel, because I just didn't talk to them
• Treating socializing as just a fun game.
- I wouldn't say it's a fun game, but I enjoy it more
• Being entirely unconcerned with getting the interest of any woman, because you know there are plenty more where she came from.
- Not entirely, but I have lost really much of neediness compared to before
• Refusing to allow females to dominate or control you.
- Didn't have such a situation, so I can't rate
• Taking care of yourself better, in terms of exercise, eating, hygiene and dress.
- Yes
• Drastically reduced or completely destroyed neediness.
- Significantly reduced
• Having purged and overcome a significant amount of guilt, shame and
fear.
- Yes
• Having become more mature as a man.
- Yes
• Having made significant progress healing and growing past emotional traumas and issues.
- As far I can tell, yes
So it looks like my result is pretty good. I was thinking about the reason why I had such a good impact and I found a statement from Shannon in his journal where he tells that subs works usually pretty good on water signs (I am cancer). Maybe it's one reason. Maybe I was just ready for some changes, because before AM6 I really didn't like myself and my life like it was anymore. Now I am seeing it much more positive again. I am planning to start SM3 on Friday. I hope it helps me to get the women/sex thing handled. So far.
I rated the points in the list based on the initial state I was in, not on the state I think it could be possible. But like I said I am still seeing room for improvement in almost all areas. So here comes the list:
• Increased self confidence
- Yes
• Increased self respect.
- Yes
• Better self control.
- I am buying less useless stuff I would say there is an improvement in these terms. When it comes to things like beating up some guys or so I never was like that.
• Little to no interest in and concern with what others think of you or your actions.
- Definitely less interest than before
• More interest and comfort in being your own man and doing your own thing.
- Yes
• Better self esteem.
- Yes
• Better self image.
- Yes, some positive changes here
• Stronger sense of self.
- Not sure what does it exactly mean compared to self esteem, self image and confidence so hard to rate how it changed
• Being able to handle rejection without taking it personally.
- Didn't have many occasions to test it, but as far I can tell I had some improvement here
• More social confidence.
- Yes, but it's one of the points where I am seeing a lot room for improvement
• Less to no social anxiety.
- Less anxiety, but here the same like the point above
• Enjoying socializing more.
- Yes, but like the other social parts it can be improved
• Much more confidence and relaxation when dealing with women in general, and especially those you find attractive.
- Yes, I feel better here
• Willingness, confidence and ability to simply walk away from situations you don’t like.
- I am not sure I had such a situation where I would have stayed in before
• Refusal to allow yourself to be taken advantage of, walked on or treated poorly by anyone, but especially females.
- I got one situation in mind I definitely solved different than I would have before. Besides of that I don't remember women or people in general treated me poorly
• Alpha/Dominant male body language.
- Yes, much better bodylanguage
• Alpha/Dominant male attitude.
- I am not sure what male attitude is really about, so hard to tell. But if it means that people respect me more so yes. Had situations where (male) people excuses themselves just for touching me accidentally. And people usually walk out of my way (which was completely opposite before)
• Alpha/Dominant male “aura” of unexplainable sexual attractiveness that women love so much.
- Yes, much more women look at me and smile. Especially at stage 5 some made body contact without any logical reason for.
• Alpha/Dominant male eye contact and communication.
- Eye contact is much better, when it comes to communication I just can tell I feel like people respect me more if I talk to them and more people ask me for advice than before.
• Better, more easily expressed sense of humor.
- Don't know
• Enjoying the company of others, and especially beautiful women, more and more comfortably and easily.
- Yes
• More beautiful women in your life.
- Besides of those who make eye contact and smiling at me in the city there is no change in my personal life
• Having beautiful women notice you more, find you more attractive, and want to be with you more, physically, sexually, relationally and emotionally. (In other words, they’ll want to spend more time around you, be much more likely to want you as a boyfriend/lover/husband, and be more interested in you both sexually and emotionally.)
- Yes, they notice me more, but besides of that I don't know what they think or feel, because I just didn't talk to them
• Treating socializing as just a fun game.
- I wouldn't say it's a fun game, but I enjoy it more
• Being entirely unconcerned with getting the interest of any woman, because you know there are plenty more where she came from.
- Not entirely, but I have lost really much of neediness compared to before
• Refusing to allow females to dominate or control you.
- Didn't have such a situation, so I can't rate
• Taking care of yourself better, in terms of exercise, eating, hygiene and dress.
- Yes
• Drastically reduced or completely destroyed neediness.
- Significantly reduced
• Having purged and overcome a significant amount of guilt, shame and
fear.
- Yes
• Having become more mature as a man.
- Yes
• Having made significant progress healing and growing past emotional traumas and issues.
- As far I can tell, yes
So it looks like my result is pretty good. I was thinking about the reason why I had such a good impact and I found a statement from Shannon in his journal where he tells that subs works usually pretty good on water signs (I am cancer). Maybe it's one reason. Maybe I was just ready for some changes, because before AM6 I really didn't like myself and my life like it was anymore. Now I am seeing it much more positive again. I am planning to start SM3 on Friday. I hope it helps me to get the women/sex thing handled. So far.
