07-21-2014, 03:32 AM
I think I have overcome something big. The next 2 - 3 days after the last post were terrible. I didn't feel so bad since stage 1, but now I see an upward trend. I feel pretty confident and sexy again, even if I think there is still a little bit resistance. Now I am facing another problem. I have to take exams and the learning require very much of my conscious brain power and together with the subs it's a bit too much. I think I have to reduce the number of listening hours for a few days and add some days to the end instead. I wonder if Sarge's porn diet would help me to recover my brain chemistry.
The other thing I notice is that I have to think often on doing BAMM, which is really crazy, because: 1. I have not the slightest idea where to get the required sum to buy it (well, maybe I should run attract your perfect wealthy lover instead of SM 3.0
), 2. I even don't have the slightest idea in which direction I should take action to become a millionaire, 3. I always wanted some financial freedom, but I wasn't necessary into the millionaire thing. Maybe AM 6.0 makes me think bigger.
The other thing I notice is that I have to think often on doing BAMM, which is really crazy, because: 1. I have not the slightest idea where to get the required sum to buy it (well, maybe I should run attract your perfect wealthy lover instead of SM 3.0
), 2. I even don't have the slightest idea in which direction I should take action to become a millionaire, 3. I always wanted some financial freedom, but I wasn't necessary into the millionaire thing. Maybe AM 6.0 makes me think bigger.
